My life

2009-10-12T00:19:00.000-07:00

ok, i know i havent blogged since forever... so here are some photos....

2009-07-12T18:27:00.000-07:00

That's sweetie, baby choe and mummy and me...

Sweetie, me and friends at some restaurant... ahah

From left to right: me, sweetie, sayhong, leon and pua!

So i'm blogging again, like finally right... haha... so things have not been going very very well in terms of studies, i have like Bs and Cs for my tests... and As, Bs and Cs for daily grades... so it's like all over the place... I know, many people say it's just the first term but i want to do well man.... like all A! hahahaha... that is officially impossible...

Part of me really wants to change sem soon, so some of my most hated modules would be BYEBYE! like for example SCIENCE~!)(*&#$%^&**#&(A whole string of vulgarities) haha... i just hate science, what can i say... it's really so much a waste of my time... i'm so pissed off that no matter what i do in class that faci still loves giving me C! but oh well, as long as i do well for the tests there's nothing he can do about it NANANANA! haha...

I'm having programming now... haiz... so i'll have to get back to work soon...

Haha... Pol-ite is on wednesday... and thank God i made it to the main team... I mean, even though people say it's just a game but it just means more to me than just a game... oh ya, we will get windbreakers too! haha... so yeah, i'm glad....

Ok, nothing more to say... just that i love sweetie very much and he's just amazing in my eyes even though he may have his bad points, but i still am deeply in love with him.... and i have my bad points too that he has to live with... so yeah, it's a give and take thing...

Oh ya, i'm into country music, i think their lyrics are much more meaningful and i love the accent! haha.... here's a song called "THEN", enjoy!=D

2009-07-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

"I never could explain, the way i lost my heart to u that day...."

hello hello... i started off with that phrase cause i think it's so romantic... haha... and i'm blogging now, only cause i'm using my macbook and it's so much easier to blog with this com... my acer is with sweetie... haha... i just found out that sweetie has programming next sem!! ah! poor guy!!i swear programming is so damn freaking hard! ok lah, it's hard for lazy people like me who just cant remember codes.... haha.. but it's still hard... i'm sure at least a quarter of my class agrees! haha... and i've decided to put in 2 photos in the past that really brings back great memories.... ahaa.... it's this really funny thing that each time sweetie and i quarrell, we say such hurtful things to each other... but in the end, we end up in each other's arms and are still deeply in love... i guess that's the special thing about two people in love eh?

haha...ok, i'm waiting for sweetie to come over... yesterday i went to see sweetie play soccer with his pals... including: zaihong, sayhong and clinton! ahha.. they are funny and nice people... like i've said a million times before... ahhaha....

i just realised i haven't talked much able my class... haha... so, as usual, i'm in a class with many more guys... but thank God they're nice guys... all of them actually... haha... and the girls are nice too.... so yeah, thank God.... haha... it's like a class that helps each other but during presentation bombard questions to each other... which is not a bad thing cause only in that way, we can get good marks....haha.... however, a few of them have give me exceptionally good impressions... haha... long list so i'm just too lazy, as usual, to type all of them out... but i'm sure u guys should know yeah...

alright... this is a LONG post... so quit saying i dont post long posts anymore ok! hahaha.. ok, bye guys.... ok ya, POL-ITE games are coming soon! cant wait.... oh, yeah, and the vb girls in my school are really cool too... so yeah, i'm enjoying life now!

2009-07-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

My dearest boy!

On our way to Marriott hotel!

At Marriott Hotel!!

At Swensens!

Chicken from swensens....

Cajun chicken from swensens.

MUACKS babe

HUGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSS

At BBQ Chicken with sweetie.... so spicy i almost cried...

At BBQ Chicken...

Still there...

At Suki Sushi with sweetie!!

With leon lee!

so you see, here's interesting life through the past couple of days and a few from a week or two ago... haha... the top ones are more updated... but still all within 1-2weeks... haha... so let the pictures do the freaking talking... i'm in class now, so cant really blog long...

oh ya, i really need to vent my anger... i cant stand those people who take bus from the interchange and do not queue and then cut queue when the bus comes and just go into the bus instead of letting those who queue go in first... like hello????? where's your freaking manners??? damn....

but oh well, i should not let all this people affect my mood today... hahah...

AND I SHALL SAY THIS AGAIN!

HAPPY 14TH MONTH SWEETIE!!

2009-07-02T21:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14th month sweetie! in other words, 1st year and 2nd month.... haha...

2009-06-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

Sweetie and me at crystal jode!!

This is the food we ate today at crystal jade....

Sweetie cutting onions for the breakfast he's cooking for me... hahha

I'm back!!! Like finally right? ok, not my fault, as usual, as i crap up an excuse... This time it's cause it's really troublesome to upload photos, so instead, i choose not be but now, i've decided not to be lazy and freaking blog... hahahahah...i know... rubbish... Ok, so nothing much has happened to me except that i've had this super big appetite and Andy tan is still my boyfriend... hahaha... duh=.= haha... anyways, have not done much erm... went out with sweetie and clinton some days ago and went with sweetie to great world city today and played with sweetie sweetland!! hahah... damn fun... we got like 3 jackpots but according to sweetie, we just kiuo sai! haha which is translated as pick shit... hahaha.... i will try my best to upload pictures of my wonderful jackpots... haha... ok, so i've been lazy these few days.... H1N1 is really spreading fast and i hope everyone around me is healthy and of course myself as well... haha....so i'll blog till here and i'll pray hard that i still have the mood to blog again soon yeah!

2009-06-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

I actually had so much fun with sweetie today bringing samuel didi out and then going home and then going to vivo and play puzzle bubble for a very long time... i was so happy.... but then, i went home, and great! i'm not allowed to join singapore idol! because my dad doesnt allow... i've waited so long for this, what ever happened to the sentence "follow your dream."?!!?! it's ok mary, u've missed this chance but God knows your heart and will give u a chance when the time is right!

2009-05-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

CUTE!

THE MONKEY IS SO ADORABLE! LOVE IT'S TAIL....

Today sweetie and i went to holland and got banana strawberry blend! Ay monkey 3... It's like a restuarant/pub.... it was damn nice i tell u... the blend was so good... and we got to take the picture with the monkey! it looks the monkey we both have... i want to hold my birthday for this year there! love the place.... it's like monkey themed... haha....ok, nothing much to say already....

2009-05-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

Alright, so i've been missing out on blogging alot. But hey, u cannot blame me! I have to write a journal to the faci everyday.... anyway, classes have been quite fun. Incase u guys were wondering, yes, those people up there are my class mates... have many more but i'm still looking for their photos. haha... still the same old me... erm... still with sweetie andy(just incase u were wondering)... haha... there's actually nothing much to write about... erm... oh ya, today's wilson kam's birthday... so happy birthday to him... he's the guy in black jacket in the photo... haha... and i'm in volleyball... like duh right.... aiya, there's really nothing to blog about.... oh ya, and i've never used so many damn powerpoints in my life until this last month!

2009-05-02T19:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1ST YEAR SWEETIE!

HAVE NOT POSTED SINCE FOREVER CAUSE I STILL HAVENT QUITE GOTTEN USE TO ACER... HAHA.... BUT I HAVE TO POST THIS UP CAUSE IT'S MY FIRST YEAR TOGETHER WITH SWEETIE!!!!!!!!! HEHE..... AND WE'RE GOING STRONG BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 11 MONTHS SWEETIE!!!

HAHA.... the past few days have been alright... sweetie seems to be sweeter and takes much more notice of me when we're out.... and i'm going to do colour cover to me rebonded hair in a week's time... haha... nothing much to blog about for these couple of days.... ahah... oh well, metting sweetie soon... bye!

2009-03-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

HELO HELLO.... I REBONDED MY HAIR TODAY!!!!! YEAH... I GUESS I STILL PREFER STRAIGHT HAIR... HAHA... OUTCOME WAS OK... BETTER THAN THOSE CURLS WHICH LOOKED LIKE GRASS.... HAHA.... SWEETIE AND I ARE FINE NOW, FOR THOSE OF U WHO ARE CONCERNED... HAHA... HE'S LIKE SO SWEET AND NICE TO ME NOW, THAT IT'S SCARY I TELL U.... HAHA... BUT THAT'S GOOD... IT FEELS GOOD TO BE PAMPERED.... HEHEHEHE.....

AND YES, SWEETIE DOES LOVE ME ALOT... I DONT DOUBT THAT....

2009-03-28T19:40:00.001-07:00

THIS MESSAGE IS FOR THIS GIRL WHO USED TO WORK IN POPULAR WITH SWEETIE.... HEY GIRL, DONT MESS AROUIND WITH GUYS WHO HAVE GIRLFRIENDS ALREADY... CAUSE I ALWAYS BELIEVE IN KARMA.... MY BOYFRIEND TOLD ME EVERYTHING YESTERDAY ALREADY... WHAT THE HELL.... I CANT BELIEVE THAT GIRLS LIKE U EXIST IN THIS WORLD... LET ME TELL U, IF I EVER DO REALISE U EVER EVEN TRY TO MESS WITH MY BOY, MY RELATIONSHIP, I WOULD GO TO EXTREME EXTENDS.... DONT TRY ME PLEASE.... GOSH.... WHAT AN IRRITANT.... EW! IT'S NORMAL FOR GUYS TO FIND GIRLS PRETTY... BUT U KNOW WHAT MY BF SAID? " I JUST LIKE HER BACK VIEW.... HER FRONT VIEW IS UGLY! AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HER PERSON... NO HEART TO HEART FEELINGS AT ALL" ALONG WITH U, HE THINKS THAT KEIKO(WHICH IS MY GOOD FRIEND), KAINA( WHICH IS MY EX CLASS MATE, SWEET GIRL) AND SOME OF THE ITE GIRLS HOT! IT'S NORMAL FOR GUYS TO FIND GIRLS PRETTY AND REPLY THEIR MESSAGES AND LOOK AT THEM ONE FOR TWO TIMES REGARDLESS WHETHER THEIR ATTATCHED ANOT..... I PERSONALLY THINK THAT MY FRIENDS KEIKO AND KAINA ARE SO MUCH BETTER LOOKING AND NICER PEOPLE THAN U! U ARE NOT EVEN IN THEIR LEAGUE! COME ON, AS A GIRL, LEAVE SOME DIGNITY FOR YOURSELF! TO GUYS, SOME GIRLS ARE MEANT TO BE LOVED AND CHERISHED AND SERIOUS WITH, WHILE SOME GIRLS ARE JUST GIRLS THAT THEY SEE AND THINK THAT THEIR LOOKS ARE NOT BAD SO THEY GO "OH, NOT BAD....".... BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, IT'S THE GIRLFRIEND THAT MATTERS CAUSE THEY SHARE SOMETHING CALLED LOVE! OH BY THE WAY I DID MENTION THAT SWEETIE SAYS HE ONLY LIKES YOUR BACK VIEW AND YOUR FRONT IS UGLY RIGHT?? I DONT USUALLY TYPE THESE THINGS ABOUT GIRLS ON MY BLOG BUT HEY, U'VE REALLY GONE TOO FAR.... I KNOW YOUR FULL NAME BUT I DONT WANT TO TYPE IT OUT SINCE THIS HAPPENED AND STOPPED LIKE 1 MONTH PLUS AGO CAUSE MY BF DECIDED TO DELETE YOUR NUMBER AND STOP MESSAGING U AND I JUST FOUND OUT LIKE YESTERDAY.... I DONT UNDERSTAND, WHY CANT GIRLS JUST GET GUYS WHO ARE UNATTATCHED! HAIZ.... GIRL, I SERIOSULY HOPE U READ THIS POST! SO MANY FREAKING WORDS DETICATED TO U U KNOW??? AND IN CASE U ARE WONDERING, SWEETIE AND I ARE FIND... NO WORRIES... HE EVEN TOLD ME HE LOVES ME MORE THAN EVER NOW THAT I AM ABLE TO FORGIVE HIM..... AND HOPE U KNOW HOW TO BACK OFF AND FIND YOUR OWN MAN! OH WAIT!!!! U ALREADY HAVE A BOYFIRNED AND U STILL DID THIS! LIKE WHAT THE HELL... HAIZ....

anyways, enough about these people... sweetie and i have worked things out... hehe.... so happy... here's what happened... he was working in popular a couple of months ago and there was this long hair dark skinned girl... on his last day they exchanged number and she told him that she liked him.... cause sweetie and i had so much problem at that time, he strayed... erm... not exactly stray la... he found he back view nice and so as to relieve his stress from our relationship, he started being in contact with her for 3 days... but after the third day, he deleted her number... cause he said that he did not want to er anymore and he only loves me and he did not even like her.... u know it's that type of feelings where guys just see one pretty girl and go "wah chio bu sia" but it's like watching porn lah! u see the girl in the porn naked and go like "she hot" ya, same logic... ahah... bad illustration but oh well, only one i could think of... sweetie said he only took notice of her for 2 to 3 days and then it was over.... i believe him... i know his character... when he's stress, he does things that he regrets... happened to many times... haha... but that's my sweetie and i accept it... after yesterday, our relationship has not only turnedsweeter, but we've started to be like best friends... which ever girl he took interest in her looks he told me( that's why i knew that he took interest in keiko and kaina's looks) hahaha... but dont get me wrong... i'm perfectly fine with it cause it's normal... guys asfter all! cant expect them to close their eyes and walk right... haha... and those two girls are nice girls... so i'm fine with it... and i told him which guys i thought were hot and nice... ahah... it was like a friend to friend talk... so fun.... i thought i was the best conversation we have had for so long... saying out all the deep down secrets have made it feel like a strong relieve... hahah.... okok, done with all my crapping... and to make things clear, i dont hate this girl, i just cant stand girls like that.... hahahahahha.....

2009-03-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

THE START OF THE DAY TO SENTOSA!
I WAS DISTRACTED... HAAH...
SO BIG ALREADY STILL PLAY WITH SAND... HAIZ....
THAT'S US... SAYHONG, LEON, ME, ZAIHONG AND SWEETIE.. ERM.. AND THE FAN....
US AGAIN! FOR YOUR INFO, THIS WAS TAKEN USING SELF TIMER OK...OUT SELF TIMERS SKILLS HAVE IMPROVED!
SOCCER AND BOYS JUST GO TOGETHER.... SHOW THE VOLLEYBALL SOME RESPECT! HAHA...
ANDY TAN TAKING THE FREE KICK, WHILE THE REST ARE, ERM.... LOOK AT WHAT THEY ARE DOING! HAHAHAHA....
THE WAY I STAND IS LIKE A MONKEY! THIS WAS TAKEN USING SELF TIMER TOO!!
LATE AND TIRED BUT HAPPY... IN THE TRAM....

SO NICE AND ROMANTIC RIGHT!
HE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.....

ok, as all u can see, today we went to sentosa today... it was fun... volleyball and volleyball... today we played with some tourists... i think the first group was russian or some where from the middle east.... they were nice people... ahha... and the second group were indians, they were so polite and nice... haah... and the other group were asians, i'm not too sure if they were tourists or local... oh well, the main point is that we had fun! haha... then we went to eat subway... and headed home.. tomorrow we're going to play pool! yay... haha... now i'm tired and happy... i love my sweetie... he's just so dear to me....

2009-03-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

KFC AFTER A DAY OF SENTOSA....
2nd ATTEMPT OF THE SELF TIMER...
FIRST FAILED ATTEMPT OF THE SELF TIMER...
THAT FAN WAS A FREE GIFT FROM THE MERLION... HAHAHA
OK, WE LOOK HORRIBLE BUT THE MAIN POINT IS THE SCENERY! NOT US... SO LOOK BEHIND!
MUACKS SWEETIE!
MOUTH OF THE LION...SEE THE TEETH??
BEHOLD THE SKY RIDER... ERM... IS THAT WHAT IT'S CALLED?? WHATEVER IT, I WAS TERRIFIED... AS MOST OF U KNOW, I HATE IT WHEN MY LEGS CANT TOUCH THE GROUND!
KISS KISS =LOVE LOVE
AFTER SITTING THE LUGE! IT WAS LIKE THE MOST FUN THING... HAHA....
4D MATRIX SHOW.. SCARY I TELL U! ESPECIALLY THOSE STUPID THING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CHAIR THAT TICKLE U... ARGH..
HE THINKS HIS BREATH IS LIKE MENTOS....
THIS KISS IS MEANT FOR MEME ME ME!!

HELLO... have not updated in awhile... so i went sentosa with sweetie yesterday...haha... we went to the merlion, luge, skyride, 4dmatrix.... we actually wanted to go underwater world... but there was a snake outside so i refused to go in and the fort siloso was closed... so,better luck next time... ahah... today we're going sentosa again! but this time with more people! to play volleyball... haha... many things have happened.... and for the first time yesterday, u really felt that sweetie means it when he says he cant do without me... so touched.... hah.... okok... short post... enjoy the pictures... bye!!

2009-03-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

THE BIRTHDAY BOY.... ERM.... OK... BELATED.... HAHA... HE JUST COULDNT STOP LAUGHING...
LEON, SIMIN AND ME! HAHA....
CUTE CAKE RIGHT! HAHA.. MAKE A GUESS WHERE LEON CUT IT... HEHEHE...
THE FAILED ATTEMPT OF USING A TIMER... HAHA....
THERE WE GO! ZHICONG, ZAIHONG, SAYHONG, SIMIN, LEON, SWEETIE AND ME!
THE BOYS.... HAHA...
LEON AND SIMIN! SO SWEET RIGHT...
SWEETIE AND ME! HAHA... GOSH... HE'S JUST SO ADORABLE WHEN HE SLEEPS...
HAHA! THAT'S SWEETIE AND HIS PROP... THE TISSUE PAPER....
ENJOY! THE FOOD WAS GOOD!
AS HORRIBLE AS THE PICTURE LOOKS... THE FOOD IS ACTUALLY QUITE OK GOOD... I'VE GOT TO ADMIT THAT HALF OF THAT TISSUE USED WAS MY FAULT....

Today was a blast... haha... first i met sweetie after school... went to his house to wait for him to freshen up and then we went to csc for an hour for maple... haha... then met up with zaihong zhicong sayhong leon and simin to celebrate leon's belated birthday! went to bugis to have steamboat... haha... the food was not bad.... i like the tomyam base... hahah.... they have this really big clam like this which i name it clam-mum... haha... those who play maple probably will know why... haha... anyway... then we went over to me place to cut cake and chat and chat and laughed and laugher...... ahha.... they said that winnie the pooh this on top tasted like plastic and rubber!haha.... it kinda does actually... haha... and we've decided to play volleyball next week... yay... had fun today... although i didnt get to eat my daily boost of toast egg and tea... i'll get it tomorrow! haha.. okok... that's all for today....

2009-03-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

OBVIOUSLY, FOR SWEETIE NOT DYING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN LOOKING GOOD... HHAH...

ANOTHER PICTURE WHICH THE SUN DID A GREAT GOOD WITH THE PHOTO EFFECTS....
BEHOLD! MY EVERYDAY NEED! 2 TOAST, 2 EGGS AND TEA... ALTHOUGH THIS ONE FROM KOPI ROTI IS NOT VERY GOOD... THE TOAST IS TOO HARD.... I STILL PREFER YA KUN...

So today was alright... haha... went with sweetie to eat macs and then i played maple while waiting for sweetie... ok... boring mary who has no freaking idea about gaming is playing maple! wahahahhha..... that's start ok... next, i'll play DOTA! ahha.... that's a joke.. i seriously dont have the brains to play that game... way too complicated.... haha.... today on american idol, michael sarver almost just almost got out... thank God he didnt! haah.... hope to see him sing way better next week.. alright, i've decided to sing zhen shi for my quarter finals... since every one says it's a nice song and good choice.... i just need to work damn hard... so in the end, regardless of the results, i can at least be happy that i did my best...haha... sweetie is seriously hilarious... always makes me laugh... haah.... what would i do without him..... nothing much happened today actually... erm.... yup... nothing much... but i'm a happy girl=)))))

2009-03-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

THAT'S CHLOE, SWEETIE AND I ON MY EVER COMFORTABLE COUCH... HAHA..
AS U CAN SEE, HE'S THE ONE DOING ALL OF THE EATING, BUT IT SEEMS THAT I AM THE SOME PUTTING ON ALL THE WEIGHT... HAHAHA....
THE HONEYDEW WATERMELON SAGO WAS GOOD, BUT THE BLACK SESAME PASTE WAS A LITTLE DILUTED.... I PREFER THE ONE AT CHINATOWN...
SWEETIE LOOKS SO HAPPY HERE, AND THIS IS THE MY HAIRSTYLE THAT I RECENTLY LEARNT HOW TO TIE... IT' S SUPPOSE TO MAKE ME LOOK YOUNGER... HAHAHAHAH...
I LIKE THIS PICTURE... THE SUNLIGHT DID A GREAT JOB....

ok, so i've decided to use my mac to blog cause i seriously have no figured out have to use my acer lappy... haha.... anyways... those are some photos which i promised... ok, i got news yesterday that i got into the quarter finals of singout... hah.... i bet i barely scraped pass lah... but i still thank God i got in... haha... now it's just crazy training with the vocals... yeap... ok ya, i have this recent obsession with YA KUN kaya toast with 2 eggs and a tea... haha... i must have it like everyday! but if worst comes to worst, i would settle for ah wang, toast box or some random shop with these 3 things... i just need my daily boost of toast, eggs and tea! haha... i almost made sweetie walk with me to Raffles hospital to eat it.. luckily for him, there was one closer by... and he's such a sweet pie for carrying my printer for me from bugis to raffles to city hall to jurong... haha... and i can tell u that is one heavy printer... haha... and thank God my menses cramp this month is not as bad as the last month... haha... yay! it was like almost 2 weeks late... i thought it was going to hurt like shit but i didnt... haha... i just realised that my menstrual cycle is like 5 weeks plus... haha... ok, enough about that.... i watched american idol today... gosh.. i love all their voices... oh ya, i would highly recommend market place's tune maki! if u love sushi, u just have to try it.. it's DELICIOUS! sweetie and i only got 2... so we had to share those 2 small, pathetic but delicious tuna maki...

i've came to a conclusion that sweetie is really amazing... although he does have his bad points.. but when i saw my carrying my fat printer walking around with me, i just know that having him by my side is such a privilege... really.... haha.... THANKS LOVE!

2009-03-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE! havent been blogging since forever... haha... if any of u are wondering why, that's because i've been lazy and busy.... haha... nothing much has happened though... erm... i bought a new laptop... hahaha... so now, i finally have MSN live!! cause that stupid mac just wouldnt allow me to use msn live... haha... so i bought acer this time.... oh, and i started playing maple! haha... okok... the reaosn is cause i'm too bored and i'm just in love with that orange cap mushroom! simply adorable! i have a million and one photos which i will post up later... .oh, i went to register a couple of days ago..... the campus is so freaking big i tell u!! haha...

erm... actually, i dont have much to say leh... cause it's like alot of things happened but yet, seems like nothing! haha... oh well.... haha.. school is starting soon... yeah! fianlly... bored! but judging by my character, the minute school starts, i'll cant wait for the next holidays... hahah... mary's always so predictable... oh, ya, yesterday i went for singing audi.... then i got a score of 11/15... the spread with the 3 judges is 4,3,4... out of a 5 for each... haha... ok lah... i was like just tell myself DONT GET BELOW TEN! and note to self, please dye your hair and do something about the grass on your head and start from the chorus next time! hahahha....

oh, and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON! celebrating your birthday with u in a few days time with the other guys ah... bet u cant wait... hahah....

oh, ya, sweetie and i are doing fine... hhahaa... we are still crazy, as usual and still in love...

oh, went with sweetie, sayhong and zaihong to IT fair and then we went to play arcade... i won a blue elephant... it's so freaking cute... and fat... haha... then we went to eat a hong kong restaurant.... gotta say that the food is not bad... i liked what i ate.... their ying yong was good... but but but, i kept vomitting until the next day cause of it... haha... ok....

nothing must to blog now..... loading pics later... BYE!

2009-03-02T23:38:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTH SWEETIE!!

2009-03-01T06:34:00.000-08:00

ok, so the pic is so dark... aha.. but i've just got to post it up... we both look so freaking happy... haha... we are lah.... ok, so went to church with sweetie and then we went to eat steamboat with sayhong and zaihong.... we actually wanted to go to the one at beach road but it was too crowded so the manager said they would fetch us to their joo chiat branch where it's cheaper and cleaner actually... haha... we had doubts at first to whether it was safe but went ahead at last... the food was good and it was only 15 bucks... that's super super cheap i tell u.... and really worth it... haha... loved the crab and tom yam... haha... i'm like advertising for them... oh ya, while we were eating we saw many many MANY girls wearing so freaking skimpily .... they all mostly went into this pub next door... and alot of ah pehs went in also... haah... so kinda guessed what was going on...

I'm really quite pleased with my life now... haha... like i'm having what i want... a couple of friends i enjoy being with, just enough freedom, nice family and my dear boyfriend.... haha.... no need to ask for too much in life... just simple and sweet... no need for complications... problems are bound to occur.. it's just how we handle it... haah...

2009-02-28T19:15:00.000-08:00

SAME SCRIPT DIFFERENT CAST.

Same script, different cast - Whitney Houston

2009-02-28T07:02:00.001-08:00

A kiss from me to u... muack!
I'm sure my lips can stretch further than his....
erm..... how about hart u???? hahahaa.... twit....
I've never loved a man like i love u.....
At sentosa in the evening.... so romantic....
That thing around his neck is not a snake! it's just a towel that he refused to keep until we reached vivo....
Zhi cong and sayhong..... carls junior was good and so freaking feeling...
As u can tell, sweetie, zaihong and zhicong are all very shy boys u see...
FINALLY! i got a picture of zhicong and zaihong's face... ok lah, half of their faces...

helloo... yesterday and today have been fun... yesterday, went to sweetie, sayhong, zhicong, zaihong, leon and simin to sentosa and we played volleyball!!! it was like so fun... and zhicong spiked like 3 consecutive balls... haha cool... then another team came to play with us... then sweetie, zhicong and zaihong went to play soccer while sayhong and i remain at the court and continued to play volleyball with some NS guys... haha.... after sentosa we went to eat carls junior... nice! hah... but i was too full loh.... when went to play arcade.... we played the table hockey thing... sayhong and i against sweetie and zaihong... haha... and we won... then sweetie and i played against each other for another 2 rounds and i won! and then it was like really late and then we went home... haha.....

today, went with sweetie, sayhong, zaihong and leon to play CS at cathay.. zhicong couldnt make it cause he had to work... i was not that bad at CS ok... bad but not that bad lah.. haha... sayhong kept backstabbing me la! like literally coming from the back and killing me... then i went for youth and leon went to meet simin... then sweetie, sayhong and zaihong waited for me... haha... sweetie say they were like 3 missing kids walking around novena... haah.. after youth went to meet them then i ate then went to ya kun then took 166 and talked crap then went home... haha.... long story cut short ma... cause sweetie is going to get angry if i dont go talk to him soon already... haha.... then tomorrow we going to eat steamboat! woohooooo.........

2009-02-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

ok, i know, awful quality for the first few photos but my hands shake, what can i do about it... haha... yay... going sentosa tomorrow!! woohoo.... hehe...so excited... finally i get to play volleyball! damn... it's been long... the past few days have been quite caught up with myself, so didnt have time to blog.. haha.... what a stupid excuse right.... anyways, i had fun today......

2009-02-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

U bastard! ruin your own life for all i care, but dont u ever even attempt to ruin my boyfriend's life.... u have no idea how much i despise you! hearing your name makes me feel like puking ok! u asshole.. i've never hated someone as much as i hate you ok... not happy ah?? your problem la! i've tried to keep this to myself but i stand it any longer... i've always liked my boyfriend's friends, especially his secondary school friends because they dont do bad stuff and are GOOD people... unlike you.... u are the only one i hate.... yup, mark my word, HATE! argh.... this guy is such a waste of space... damn it!

2009-02-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

He's giving that bian tai smile again!!!

ok, some of the photos are like seriously unglam... hahaha... ok, went with sweetie to west mall... ate subway.... omg, i tell u, the cashier was such an ass... so rude... damn it... i felt like slapping him.... haha... oh, well... so naturally, my cheese steak was the worst i've eaten... haha... then sweetie and i decided to open a joint account together... the conversation was funny...

me: open joint account? then if break up how?

sweetie: so u mean we will break up ah??????? (pinches me)

me: ouch, no no no....

sweetie: if break up then 50-50 la...

me: so u mean will break up la! (pinches him)

sweetie: no no no! ouch!

hehe... so funny lah...

me: then put under whose name?

sweetie: of course mine lah!

me: no! mine!

sweetie: why u?

me: cause i'm trustworthy...hehe..

sweetie: so u trying to say i'm not trustworthy la!

me: no no no....

sweetie: put under my name lah!

me: so u trying to say i'm not trustworthy lah!

sweetie: no no no...

me: so put under my name!

sweetie: no, my name!

me: u dont trust me!

sweetie: u dont trust me!

haha.... then this went from the second floor of west mall till we reached the mrt station.... haha.... but in the end we've came to the conclusion that we'll put both names down... haha... i know, most of u would react "duh!"..... but never thought of it at that time ma.... haha....

2009-02-21T19:19:00.000-08:00

ME: I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU!

SWEETIE: NO

ME: I TAKE IT AS WE BREAK UP ALREADY

SWEETIE: I DONT CARE... TO ME WE STILL NEVER BREAK UP!

ME: SWEETIE I LOVE YOU

SWEETIE: I LOVE YOU TOO SWEETIE... I DONT WANT TO BREAK UP...

ME: I ALSO DONT WANT TO BREAK UP....

SWEETIE: HEHE....

there u have it, two very confused people in a conversation... haha... ok lah... that break up thing is false alarm... bet many of u got a shock right... hehehehe....

2009-02-21T08:01:00.000-08:00

have not really been an akon fan.... but this is a really good song... starting to love his voice...

2009-02-21T07:49:00.000-08:00

SEALED WITH A FREAKING KISS!!
SWEETIE LOOKS TO ADORABLE WHEN HE SLEEPS....
THAT'S MY NEW CHELSEA BAG I WAS EYEING.. HEHEHE.... FINALLY GOT IT AT THE ADIDAS OUTLET TODAY... LAST ONE LOH... THANK GOD!

went with sweetie to see him play soccer...hehe ... so looks so shuai then he plays soccer... then went to eat with lunch with zaihong, sayhong and clinton... haha... then after that sweetie sent me to novena to church and i bought that chelsea bag... hehehehe... then we had dinner with zaihong and sayhong... and then headed home by that freaking cold bus... haha... all of us were like so damn cold... going sentosa with them and others soon to play volleyball... cant wait... hand itchy already...haha... they're fun people... had fun today.... yay...........

2009-02-20T06:23:00.001-08:00

went sweetie's house today cause he needed to change and boil water... then we were listening to the song "how to save a life" and i was like trying to dance to it and sweetie suddenly called me a CUCUMBER!! he said i look like a CUCUMBER!omg.... what the hell... haha.... i do not look like a freaking cucumber! argh.... haha... then we went to watch pink panther 2.. some parts were quite hilarious... it had me laughing like a goat... haha.. then sweetie and i went to eat.... then wanted to buy swimming costume but it was out of stock... so too bad... haha.... i have this stupid pimple among my hair on my head... what the hell....

2009-02-19T01:51:00.000-08:00

MICHAEL SARVER!! AMERICAN IDOL TOP 12!! woohoo....

Just got home.... met sweetie to accompany him to get his cert.... haha... sweetie's sleeping now... he needs his daily doze of afternoon naps...

OMG! michael sarver got through to the top 12!! yeah!! hehe.... i've been rooting for him since i saw him sing in the auditions... i'm sure he will do amazing in the top 12! if only i could vote! damn it! haha.... he's so humble,true to himself and i just adore his voice... haha... i was watching the results show and i was like jumping sky high when he got through... hehe... he actually sounds even better singing in the results show... amazing! haha...

2009-02-18T19:37:00.001-08:00

ok.... i know it's a little late but i'm going to do my new year resolutions NOW! haha... okok, here goes!

1) i will try to be nice to people that i dont even like

2)i will control my temper especially with andy and my family....

3)i will try my best to concentrate on my studies, as much as i know that it'll be super hard!

4)i will smile more and try to stop laughing like a man!

5)i will practice so hard so that my singing can improve...

6)i will be more understanding towards sweetie...

7)i have to sleep earlier

Eight) i will have to fix tat stupid no.eight button...

9)i will try to fulfill the perfect love....... which is :

LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS KIND, IT DOES NOT ENVY, IT DOES NOT BOAST, IT IS NOT PROUD. IT IS NOT RUDE, IT IS NOT SELF-SEEKING, IT IS NOT EASILY ANGERED, IT KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS. LOVE DOES NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL BUT REJOICES IN THE TRUTH. IT ALWAYS PROTECTS, ALWAYS TRUSTS, ALWAYS HOPES, ALWAYS PERSEVERES. LOVE NEVER FAILS!

i know i know, many of u are laughing your asses off now right... haha... how can i ever fulfill that?!?!?!?! but i'll try... and i'll highlight those i need to work on.... so we'll see how it goes....

2009-02-17T19:36:00.000-08:00

Our smiles belong together...... and our hearts will stay together...LLMM!
BEHOLD! the sesame paste.... at the cost of 2.30.... haha... sweetie and i ordered the cheapest thing on the menu... the texture was smooth but it tasted weird... hmmm....
The sesame paste obvious isnt up to sweetie's expectations, look at his face... hehe...
CLEMENTI TOWN 'C' BOYS IN THE FINALS PLAYING AGAINST SHUQUN! FINALS OK!! CLEMENTI TOWN OK!! FINALS OK!! F I N A L S!
xueting, qianhui and me me me... miss them so much.... and miss those vb times with them.....

hello everyone! haha... monday was a horrible day for me... sweetie and i had a big quarrel and it was bad... but as usual, we worked it out and we're fine already... hehe... i love him so much...

yesterday i went to xueting, qianhui, shixin and other vb players to watch the C boys finals!! they played well but lost in the end... but they're in 2nd position ok!! so proud!! oliver was like great! it was a close fight... i'm sure they'll do well in the nationals.... haha....

then after that when to meet sweetie and it was still a little awkward in the beginning but we worked things out and we were as sweet as honey after awhile... hehe....

he accompanied me to singing class... the class was great!!! haah... i sang zhen shi... sweetie commented that i sounded the best for this song than any song he's heard me sing... yelun said it was not bad cause i didnt sound so classical... haha... okok.... so note to self "DO NOT SOUND SO CLASSICAL!" haha... i have to work double as hard to improve... next week all of us will be singing Chu Mo.... on the tiny stage.... so excited... i'm going to practice practice and practice... since i have nothing to do anyway la...

oh ya, yesterday something really scary happened to me when sweetie went to the toilet... i was so so scared... luckily he came out quick and wrapped me in his arms... i felt so safe then.... thank you sweetie...

2009-02-15T18:41:00.000-08:00

i wanna go to barcelona for my honeymoon! and i wanna go to that cathedral... so romantic loh.... sweetie likes romantic places too, so that's good!

another pic of barcelona... haha.. such a lovely place isn't it.....

HEHEHEHE! i had so much fun talking to sweetie last night.... it was like 2 crazy people talking on the phone... haha.... but but but, now at least i knows he wants to go to vienna... and that man united manager's name is sir alex ferguson and not sir alex ferdenand.... haha.... i shall never try to mix alex ferguson and rio ferdenand together.... private joke.... haha....

Sweetie: i tell u, your fart stinks!

me: i tell u, u breath stinks!

sweetie, when u fart, the whole can smell it!

me: when u open your mouth, the whole galaxy can smell the stench!

sweetie: please dont go to my estate and fart cause everyone will die!

me: please dont open your mouth at your estate if not everyone will CHOOSE to die!

sweetie: huh? why?????

me: cause at least when i fart they have no choice but to die, but when u open your mouth, they choose to might as well die... HAHAHA!

sweetie: eh, fuck you!

HAHAHA! own! mary 5 andy 0!!!!! hehehe.... i'm good!...

2009-02-15T05:25:00.000-08:00

okok, my hair is a mess but that's not my fault cause i just woke up!

the traffic light took so long that it even gave us enough time to drink and take photos.... ahah

he's emoing cause the bus bell is not "baaaaaaaa", instead it's "ting dong" hahaa...

hello people.... haha.... today was quite fun, except for the fact that my leg hurts so bad now.... i think it was the aftermath of yesterday's walking... and i'm addicted to the vanilla black tea latte from starbucks... i highly recommend u try it... very very good ok... haha.... ate mos burger with sweetie today.... hated the burger but loved the soup.... haha... i enjoyed today... thank u sweetie! oh, i love cam whoring with sweetie using my mac book... and i've decided to enlarge my words cause sweetie says it's way too small....

2009-02-14T20:03:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL!! I WANT TO PLAY.................. I WANT TO PLAYYYY!!

2009-02-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

let's let the pictures do the talking ok... hehe... i'm just too lazy to post la actually.....happy valentines day folks! oh, btw, that rooney book is from me to him not him to me ok! i'll kill him if he ever got me that book... haah...

2009-02-12T19:03:00.001-08:00

ok, sweetie claims that we took a pic together yesterday... when i clearly remember we didnt... haha... so i've decided, to fulfill his wishes that he is right, to draw us and post it up! hahahaha.... so i'll let him win this time... hehe....

yesterday's conversation with sweetie was hilarious but i should not type it out since it's between the two of us and it's quite private... haha... i borrowed a book to read.... it's called unpredictable... really quirky book about the girlfriend trying to get the boyfriend back... it's so funny! haha... and i borrowed another book as well.... i'll let this conversation tell u what os the title of the book...

sweetie: what book did u borrow??

me: a hopeless romance...

Sweetie: EH! WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN! PUT BACK!!!!

~*~ADDED~*~ today....

yay... sweetie called just to say "i love u" again.... like 5 minutes after we talked.... heehhe....

Sweetie: sweetie, i just called to say i love u.... hehehe....

me: hehe... kkk.... i love u too sweetie... go sleep la...

Sweetie: u go sleep now k....if u dont sleep u become BALLOON ah!

hehe... so cute right...

ok, right now i cant upload the pictures up... so too bad for u all, u wont be able to see my amazing drawings.... haha.......

haha... alright back to the book.... see ya!

2009-02-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO!! just got back from sweetie's grand parent's house.... they're so nice.... and they asked us to stay for dinner as well.... haha... they're really nice.... but during dinner, when i saw sweetie's grandpa's hand shake so much, i lost my appetite.... sadness just overwhelmed me.... like, why does this have to happen to elderly people.... i really wished i could help him... but all i could do was help him take some fish... and that's it... i wish i could have done more to help... he's really friendly.... and grandma as well, she reminded of my own grand mama in malaysia... haha... they're lovely people... made my day so good.... and sweetie as well of course!

ANOTHER WONDERFUL DAY! THANKS LOVE!

2009-02-10T20:35:00.000-08:00

HEHEHE!!!

yesterday night, after putting down the phone after talking to sweetie.... he suddenly called me and said...

"SWEETIE, I LOVE YOU"

hehehehhe.... so sweetie right....

thank you love!

2009-02-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

Celebrated sweetie's birthday today... haha... like he wished, we went to eat zi char! haha... nice food... i was suppose to pay as a birthday treat for him but he insisted on paying some... hehe... such a sweet heart right.... then we went to the library to get books and he headed to music story for singing class... the class was good, it gave me an energy boost that i really really needed... haha...

sweetie, is really so understanding for letting me go instead on spending the whole day celebrating his birthday with him... and he still accompanied me and sent me home... hehe... love love love him! U'RE JUST AMAZING LOVE!

2009-02-09T19:27:00.000-08:00

I HAVE A HANDSOME BOYFRIEND.... SO WHAT?? NOT HAPPY AH?? THEN DONT LOOK AT OUR PICTURES LOH... hahha.... very random.... but ya, judge yourself before u judge him ok.... his looks are not for someone who does not even matter to judge....

2009-02-09T08:28:00.000-08:00

HAHA! ok... there is sweetie trying to sleep and me not helping by cam whoring.... ok... he's faking it la! cant u all tell!! haha... anyways, today is a happy day for it.... cant really explain why, but it just is... haha..... didnt really do much but still, i feel that today is the happiest day for me since some time ago... haha...

AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE.... i love you you you you.... you're the best thing that has happened to me, so far la... although u scare and irritate the shit out of me sometimes and i'm sure i do the same to u too... but u're still amazing to me and i love your laughter....

2009-02-07T07:34:00.000-08:00

HELLO! went to celebrate sweetie's birthday with his friends.... i'm so relieved that i managed to plan it reasonably well not not screw up this event of his.... i'm glad he had fun.... i had too... haha.... although the birthday cake surprise was a little screwed up... but still, it went well.... haha... his friends are a bunch of great people.... sayhong, leon, zaihong, clinton and zhicong... not to mention very funny and entertaining as well... haha... they made laugh like once every 10 mintues... the day was fun for me.... although we were so tired after zooming from city hall mrt to the restaurant... haha.... and i only part i hated is that i looked like a zombie in that group picture..... and we'll planning to go clinton's house for game soon and going to play pool again.... ahaha.... i'm sure that'll be fun too...

2009-02-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG! ANDY TAN YONG HAO... I'M WARNING U ONE LAST TIME! IF U EVER EVER SAY I LIKE "HIM" OR WANT TO GO OUT WITH "HIM" EVER AGAIN, I'LL PULL ALL OF YOUR LEG HAIR OFF!!

HAIZ... some people really dont understand what is "i dont like him, and i never will" haiz... that guy is not even my type!! what the hell.... SWEETIE!! what are u thinking ah?? haha... please la... when u asked me whether i liked him i was about to laugh my ass off ok.... haiz....

anyways, went with sweetie to clementi for lunch today... hahah.... then we saw this group of army guys and one of them is so hot i tell u.... i bet he's mixed blood.... haha....

2009-02-04T09:47:00.001-08:00

was listening to dear god just now.... just makes me get all the emotions and feelings i had when i was first with sweetie.... the first month or so... it was so sweet... i remember when he would sing songs to me very softly into my ear.... when everything was still so new.... i just love this song... brings back so much memories.... i remember the times we would go to school together... it was so sweet.... and we would sit at the stone table and wait for assembly to start... haha... and people would walk pass and think "how in the world did this two end up together??" everything seemed perfect... i remember the first time u sent me a message that u wanted to call me sweetie but spelled it as sweatie instead... haha...

if anything were to happen.., what i would miss most are the times u just act silly and the times u are just so gentle.... i would miss falling asleep with u, waking up with you, holding you hand, eating with u, laughing with you, crying in your arms, lying with you, looking into your eyes, talking to u, debating with you, acting silly with you, hugging you, singing to you, chasing you, arguing with you, kissing you, playing with your hair, showing you funny faces, shopping with you, going to the movies with you, talking to you on the phone, smsing you, your smile.... i would miss everything about you....

2009-02-03T20:31:00.000-08:00

GOSH! guess what time i slept yesterday........ 5.30am!! omg omg.... so freaking late..... haha..... and sweetie and happily snoring his head off... seriously, his snore is so funny... haha... i cant wait for school to start.... i'm so bored lo.... i dreamt of rings today... haha... oh ya, i couldnt sleep yesterday cause part of the reason is that i was still scared by changeling... not cause it's a ghost movie but cause the killing and mental things... omg.... bad bad bad....

2009-02-03T12:04:00.000-08:00

GREAT! it's freaking 4am in the morning and i cant fucking sleep!! argh.... this is so irritating... while sweetie is snoring so freaking loud!! omg... how do people even do that... hmm... maybe that's why i cant sleep.... oh gosh, i'm so so cold....

2009-02-03T06:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH SWEETIE...

haha... these 9 months have not been aneasy road for the both of us.... especially this month... a few more quarrels but we still work it out and i'm glad.... sometimes, i wonder why he still sticks with me... i have a horrible temper and is unreasonable at times... but even though he gets upset but in the end, we always make up... one way or another... haiz... i think God decided to put me and him together to prove that two really hot tempered and no one ever expected to be together people to be together.... the thing is that sweetie and i are not too different... in fact, we're way too alike.... that's where to problem lies... we're so alike that our bad points clash and it makes the situation more heated up.... but still, we will both cool down, and resolve it.... every relationship has their bad points... it's just how u look at it and solve it....

anyways, sweetie and i got a new pair of ring!! round of applause please... haha... and we watching changeling today... it was nice... just a little too much death and blood for my liking... and there's no happy ending! so that's sad... but Angelina jolie did a good job with her role... really convincing... although i dont really like her... but she did act well in this show... sweetie wanted to get flowers for me but it all the flower shops were closed already... so better luck for me next time... haiz.... haha... anyway, in all, i had a great time today..... and he over slept so dint go to school... so i went over to his place for awhile then we went out.... haha...

and i realise there's something about guys and brushing teeth.....

2009-01-31T20:08:00.001-08:00

OH GOSH! i love Gisele Bundchen.... she's so so so hot... oh my goodness, i dont think i've ever seen anyone quite as pretty as her... amazing face, even more amazing body.... she has amazingly long legs!!! so so so so so so hot!!!!!! she looks great in that victoria secret lingerie.... look at those legs!! what an amazing woman....

2009-01-31T06:30:00.000-08:00

MARY!! DONT BE MADE, SHE'S JUST A WOMAN GOING THROUGH MENOPAUSE.... IT'S NOT HER FAULT THAT SHE AMAZINGLY UNREASONABLE AND CONSTANTLY GETTING ON YOUR NERVES.... RELAX..... SHE'S PROBABLY LIKE THIS CAUSE SHE DOESNT LIKE THE THOUGHT THAT YOU'RE OVER 30 YRS YOUNGER THAN SHE IS.... SO JUST GIVE HER A BREAK WILL YOU....( in case u all are wondering, she's not related to me)

today i went to shelter baptist for the youth service and it's actually quite good.... the people are very friendly and so is the youth pastor.... he's quite funny.... i think i can remember a couple of names already! well done you.... haha... oh ya, i bought teems magazine today and they were giving tips on how to know whether a guy likes u... DAMN! that is so so so so clique for a valentines day issue... and the things they put there, i have just one word for it "DUH"! but but but, the part about celebrities is not bad.... but no dirty secrets and gossips.... hmmm.... so that makes it a little boring.... i personally didnt really like the issue at all cause it was more stressed on david archuleta, while i'm more a david cook fan... so ya, you get the point....

sometimes, it's better to be selfish and cruel cause they dont get hurt that often..... as compared to people who go all out and do whatever they can for the person they love.... but still, that's matter a relationship is about right, giving..... haiz....

Valentines day's coming people!! so what are u all planning to do?? haha... i still havent decided for myself cause i still need to prepare sweetie's birthday present... damn.... i'm going to go BROKE! hate that word...

I LOVE IT WHEN I'M LYING BY YOUR SIDE IN YOUR ARMS AND SEE U WAKE UP SMILING AT ME.... THAT FEELING IS JUST INDESCRIBABLE....

2009-01-30T19:10:00.000-08:00

went with sweetie yesterday to watch the wedding game and ate hotpot culture... i enjoyed the food and service.... the staff there were helpful and nice... haaha... except that there were not free flow of drinks which pissed me off.... haha.... oh, i got my posting results already.... haha... happy with it... but somehow it seems like the whole world is unhappy with their posting results.... haiz..... yesterday i was talking to sweetie and he said this that made me so touched....

ME: i'm sure there were happy times in your previous relationships as well ma....

SWEETIE: ya.... some, but i was so confused about everything last time....

ME: haiz....

SWEETIE: but if we ever ever ever break up, and i have a new girlfriend, i will tell her that u are the first girl i ever loved and no matter how hard she tries, she can never replace you....

omg.... so sweet..... haiz.... but then after that he says that we will never break up.... haha.... i love him so so so much... he's my ultimate sweetie.... haha.... if that even makes sense....

2009-01-29T01:16:00.000-08:00

Just got back from sweetie house... haiz.... i fell asleep there la... too tired already... haiz... and guess what, on the way back, i fell down the stairs!! luckily sweetie grabbed onto my hand and pulled me, if not i would have tumbled down already.... poor me.... haiz.... haha.... i'm going to eat hanabi later!! yay yay!!!!!! finally.... buffet after a long long long time.... which was last week.... hahahhahahahahah... mary, u crack yourself up....

i was watching the ellen show and then anne hathaway was the guest celebrity there.... and then she was asked a question that her answer make me laugh....

E: so, anne, what do u look for in a man now?

A: just one who's law abiding i guess.... hahaa...

if any of u have been reading those celebrity magazines, u would know that anne hathaway's ex bf did something against the law... so, ya..... u get the point right???

oh ya, i just remembered, a couple of weeks ago i quarreled with sweetie on the bus and i starting crying and rang the bell to get down the bus and this kind kind kind kind kind bus driver asked me if anything was wrong and told me that if anything was wrong, to tell him, he'll help me... and kept asking if i was ok... then i just said i'm ok.... then while driving, he took a packet of tissue from his pocket and passed it to me.... omg.... such a nice guy right!! i just wanna say a big big thank you to him.... such a wonderful guy..... so there are still people in this world who dont know u but are still nice to u.... haha... so dont give up on everyone yet..... haha.... and i also want to thank this friend who comforted me and tried to call andy and asked another friend about me..... haha.... really a big thank you..... but obviously after that sweetie and i made up and we're as good as ever.... haha..... this was like 2 week ago la.... but i just wanted to bring this up cause i really was to thank them.... haha....

and finally,

I LOVE YOU, ANDY TAN!

2009-01-28T18:59:00.000-08:00

OMG.... tomorrow's the posting results! i'm so nervous....... damn..... haha.... anyways, i went with sweetie to the new clementi shopping ytd.... haha.... it seemed a little congested.... oh, and then we saw albert and his friend... and then we saw liping and marcus... hmmm.... small world eh.....

nothing much happened la.. oh ya, sweetie when to put red dots on our sylvester!! i'm so gonna kill him! i'm going to eat hanabi today and hotpot culture tomorrow... that's like buffet and buffet... i'm gonna grow fat fat fat..... i cant wait for school to start! please start now! now now now! i'm bored....................

2009-01-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

AND BTW, HAPPY CHINESE NEW MOO MOO YEAR EVERYONE! TAKE CARE ALWAYS!

2009-01-27T05:10:00.000-08:00

this song is really nice.... although there's a bloody snake in the music video... but the song is nice.... roger sang it in kbox and i liked the song alot.... i'm thinking of singing it for the next lesson.... but i'll have to think of a way to sing the song and not look at the screen... argh... stupid snake.... yay... i'm meeting sweetie tomorrow.... haha

2009-01-26T07:23:00.001-08:00

ANDY TAN YONG HAO IS SERIOUSLY TMTH!

2009-01-24T17:30:00.000-08:00

helllooo.... i went to kbox with Roger yesterday... hhaaha.... singing is a good way for me to vent out my anger.... haah.... i'm going out with my dear xueting tomorrow... yay.... she's such a sweetheart... haha..... i wont be seeing sweetie the whole of chinese new yr but i'll be fine cause i have my time occupied as well.... haha.... and my neck and headache is not getting any better... damn... sweetie would be taking me for a message this wednesday and see if my neck gets any better after that... cause his uncle say a message or acupuncture would relieve the pain... and knowing me, i'll refused to be poked by so many bloody needles at one go... so i chose the message way.... haha.... oh, i bought everything i need for chinese new year already! finally right...

oh, when i went kbox with roger yesterday, i saw sophia, sayhong, hafiz and some others going for a movie... haha... so coincidental right.... it's such a small world....

and did i mention that i'm hooked onto Jolly Shandy lychee.... it's actually really nice... haha... i cant take beer or other types of alcohol cause i get drunk so damn easily, so jolly shandy is the right choice for me..... i know, most of u would say loser right.... haha... whatever.... it's not my fault i cant drink....

ohohoh, i cant wait to play cards later..........................................

AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE.... MAY ALL OF U GET MANY MANY MANY ANG PAOS!

2009-01-22T18:34:00.001-08:00

HAHA! today sweetie pon school.... so i can go out with him the whole day!! yay yay... meeting him soon.... i miss this sweetie... hehe.... yay... i'm so happy lo....damn.... i'm having really bad aches on my shoulder, neck and the bottom part of my head... haiz.... i should really change my position of sleeping... damn... haha.... but that ain't gonna ruin my mood.... haha.... i'm in the mood for movies today! and did i mention i'm going to be bored to death soon... haiz.... going out with xueting on monday.... haha.....

i'm in serious need of poker! i'm like dreaming of it too.... a few more days mary.... just REN! haha.... i dont understand what's wrong with gambling... as long as u dont cheat or over react when u lose la....

ytd i was like asking sweetie to tell me how he felt in a particular situation in just one word....

ME:when u got ur posting results

SWEETIE: HAPPY!!!

ME:when u were together with your ex

SWEETIE: confused...

ME: how about the other ex??

SWEETIE: confused...

ME: and the other one??

SWEETIE: cant remember already... i think confused also....

haha.... what kind of answer are those! CONFUSED!! haha.... so hilarious....

The funny thing is that the two of us cant even keep our previous relationships going for more than 4-5 months.... but when u put these two relationship idiots together, it works! haha.... it's like negetive plus negative equals positive! ahah..... i'm doing math! well done mary...

i'm having a love affair with music.... haha..... but omg, those music where the singer is screaming his lungs is absolutely scary... love the background music, hate the voices..... ew..... that's not even singing honey.... everyone can shout but not everyone can hold a tone right....

2009-01-22T01:49:00.001-08:00

HAHA! it's over.... erm... i mean the unhappiness... haha.... yay.... it always just lasts for one day at the most.... haha.... i went over to sweetie's house having the intention of screaming at him but instead, we made up... yay.... haha... and then after that while he was sending me home, i needed to pee so badly... and instead of helping me find a toilet he tickled me and made my pee from coming out... until i was like rolling on the floor, literally... damn.... haha.... i'm going to get my revenge soon!! watch out! better not let me know the next time u really need to pee.... haha.... i love this guy so much! muacks!

2009-01-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

Why does it feel like sometimes when u've tried ur best to do everything u can for that person, in the end, it does not pay off... and instead that person changes into someone u never thought he would become.... it's just scary and heartbreaking.... in the end, u just give up hope and dont want to care any longer...

2009-01-18T18:30:00.000-08:00

Haha....this few day i had so much fun... shopping and making pineapple tarts with sweetie.... haha.... it was just great... although i cant wait for school to start cause i'm going to be bored to death very very very soon.... haha..... i was spending last night watching STYLISTA! oh gosh.... really cool show... more on the serious end compared to ANTM, but it's still nice.... if u think people cant get any bitchier, u should watch that! haha.... but those environment is actually good in a way that people are so much more real and they just speak their heart out.... why cant all of us just do that?? then there'll be no guessing around on who's sincere and who's not.....but i guess asians tend to have the mindset that we cant be too straight forward.... my sister and parents and sweetie are always asking me why am i so damn straight forward... haha.... but that's what i've learnt to do since sec 3.... if u dont like someone, dont act like u do.... it's better to be honest about it.. it gives u an advantage both ways... first, u wont be called a hypocrite and second, since that person knows u dont like him/her, that person wont mix around with u so much... so it's a relieve too.... haha...

i'm going to dye my hair to a softer colour soon.... this colour is seriously a little too loud.... haha.... ok, maybe more than a little....

oh, sweetie's birthday is coming up soon.... oh no.....

haha... anyways, i want to thank sweetie, he's really always stood up for me.... whenever someone says something about me or does anything to me, he would confront the person.... he protects me... and i'm really greatful for that... but i hope he knows that he does not need to do it everytime....

haiz.... thinking back to my secondary sch years....

i rmb there were a couple of times where i was unhappy with this girl cause she kept talking about me behind my back and i ended up finding her and confronting her.... and there was this other time that this girl pointed middle finger at me and then my friends ended going to confront her and standing up for me....

i'm really lucky to have friends.... they are really so amazing to me...but i really want to push back those finding people times behind, cause when looking back, it's really a waste of time... we could have done so much more with the time we had.... like finding gold coins on the floor!

Esp QIAN XUE TING! we had so many quarrels together, yet we are still great friends... i remember at one point she and i had to much friction with each other, it was almost to hard to even be in the same school.... but, after that, she was just amazing to me... she encouraged me in my relationship with andy when everyone thought badly of it and some even said that andy and i wouldnt last 3 months together.... right, there were many problems, but we've made it to our almost 9 months and still counting! haha.... so i have alot to thank xueting for... really a great friend.... and she stands up for me too.... i just love her la...

2009-01-15T04:55:00.000-08:00

Here are some photos of sweetie and i.... haiz.... we've gone through a problem a couple of days ago... but now, it's ok already.... forgive and forget right... actually, after this happened, i only realise that not everything has to be settled with an overreaction.... this time, by just letting it go, i think it has benefitted the two of us and made us appreciate each other more.... haha....

here's a joke...

ME: OMG SWEETIE! that baby boy is so cute! haiz.... i also want....

Sweetie: U want ah??

ME: ya!

sweetie: can.... tomorrow i go supermarket buy for u ah....

haha......

2009-01-14T04:04:00.001-08:00

Latest update..... i may be going into SIM Management to get a diploma.... hahahaha....

2009-01-13T18:19:00.000-08:00

Nice song..... haha.... somethings need not be said, as long as u know it in your heart it's enough=)

2009-01-12T19:51:00.001-08:00

Haiz.... it's been a long day deciding whether to do a diploma for business application in PR or applying for a diploma course in SIM or MI or ITE... well, all of those were included in my choices.... haha... yup... these are my choices...

1) Business Applications (RP)

2) Business Info Systems (")

3) Interactive & Digital media (")

4) Information technology

5) IT management

6) Advertising & public relations ( Ngee Ann)

7) SIM Diploma

8) MI (ARTS)

9) Business Studies (ITE)

10) Hospitality (ITE)

11)Banking (ITE)

12) Early childhood edu (ITE)

So, as u can see, my choices are like a mix of everything... except for JC la of course... i cant even get in... haiz.... but after doing poly, and getting a diploma, when i get into SIM i only need to study 1.5yrs to 2.5yrs....

This conversation with my bro was funny...

ME: Kor, what is the meaning of business info systems??

BRO: Not sure leh....

ME: Is it business?

BRO: little bit, but also like creating software for computer....

ME: WA! like bill gates ah??!?!

Brother lowers his head and shakes it then laughs....

haha.... really what... bill gates got so rich cause of Microsoft right?? haha....

2009-01-12T01:34:00.001-08:00

Dam! i did badly..... shit.... haiz... anyways, i'll go into Republic.... business.... i've really got to work hard this time.... dam... i guess as long as i end up with a degree, it's alright.... so i've got to work super hard! no slacking mary seah!!

2009-01-09T18:29:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO! i just watched Red Cliff 2! i'm telling u, it's AMAZING! seriously....sweetie thought so too... parts that were meant to be funny were hilarious, parts that were meant to be sad were touching and parts that were meant to be full of action was breath taking! great show... much better than the first part... haha... seriously a great show... i recommend u guys watch it! the whole cinema was freaking full... and trust me, the cinema was really big.... hah... i love the show and i recommend it my dad to and told him that if he didnt think it was good, i would give him a refund! haah... that's how confident i am that it's good! okok, enough about that....

i actually wanted to go JB today with sweetie, but we're like short of money.... the last time we went we spent like RM600 plus on food, travel, clothes and stuff la.... but that was the two of us combined la... still, it's alot of money and i think it's like too much to spend it again in like less than 3 weeks! haha.... and i'm also scared of the safety cause we might just get robbed or something... so better not... haha.... sweetie wants to go to genting with me haah... the main reason is cause i refuse to take planes to anywhere, so he decided to go genting with me.... hehe.... i want to stop at cameron highlands and bukit tinggi... so we're saving for the future ok! who says mary seah cant save....

haiz.... i'm going to get my results this monday! OH MY FREAKING GOSH! haiz... but i'm just leaving it to the hands of God, i know my results arent going to be good.... i know.... but hopefully i can get into a poly.... but although nursing is the easiest course to get into for poly, i wont go to that course for the main reasons that i dont like blood and i want a career in the future that is more competitive and into business.... i think it's probably the only course i'll never go into.... if my results are really that bad, i've decided that i'll be going to ITE.... not higher nitec, but nitec, cause i think that i'll take some it getting used to it.... haiz.... hopefully, i dont have to resort to that la.... haah... k i'm going to change now... i'm late!

2009-01-08T18:35:00.000-08:00

Sweetie ended school early today! yay! i'm going to his house to meet him soon... hehe.... so happy... it's been quite sometime.....

2009-01-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i dont understand why it took me so long to change... haha... always had that stupid mindset of "i'm not going to change my mind set for me... do if u dont like it then too bad... u can break up with me!".... if i didnt have this stupid mindset, i probably wouldnt have the past few relationship fail.... but at least now isnt too late.... haha... i've decided that both sides need to change for the better of the relationship... and we're happy as ever with each other now.... giving in is so important.... i always remember what my dad told me, "by bringing two people together to build up a lasting relationship, and love each other's differences and make it work.... now, that's what makes a relationship and marriage so beautiful" this sentence really dawned upon me... my dad's words are really useful to me.... i know very clearly now that i want to be with andy tan yong hao... and whatever it takes, i will love him and make this relationship work.... he's trying hard and now, i'm trying hard too.... i'm so glad i've chosen to share my life with him... things cant get any better.... he's amazing to me... i'm looking forward to so many things with him.... like waking up with him by my side more often, eventually, in the future getting married and having kids with this amazing guy... haha... i dont care what u all say about too young, this is my goal, so i dont give a damn about what u guys say... except if u are my family, close friend or someone special to me la... duh! he's my sweetie and will always be... although we dont go out as often as last time anymore cause of his school and my singing commitments, but it's true that distance brings the heart closer.... and quarreling makes us understand each other so much more.... and know how much we need each other... i use to have doubts if i really made the right choice, but now i know it's right.... quarrels and disagreements dont matter cause at the end of the day, we'll still end it with "I LOVE YOU SWEETIE"...

Sweetie, i'll be your ears when u need someone to listen to u, i'll be your eyes when u cant seem to see through a matter, i'll be your strength when u're too tired.... thanks for all the things u've done and sacrificed for me.... i love you....

2009-01-07T08:42:00.000-08:00

YOU'RE JUST TOO AMAZING

2009-01-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

I was just sitting down and i started to think about my past yrs.... haha.... some parts were really hilarious.... i think i've changed alot as a people... in good and bad ways... good ways is that i've become stronger and more confident and bad ways in that i've become too straight forward and critical... but i guess my growing process from 12 to 16 yrs old has been quite a journey... i've been through some stuff that some girls wouldnt have gone through.... but it was made me stronger as a person.... i was hated, i hated, i was backstabbed, i backstabbed..... but as i grew i guess i learned how to put those stuff behind me... some i'm still learning to let go, while some i've already let go of... One this i've learned is that u can never show anyone ur soft spots or weaknesses, because that person will used it against u one day.. secrets are meant to be secrets, so never tell or show them to anyone... i think it's actually fine to criticize someone, just as long as what u're saying is the truth and not from a 3rd person's perspective.... haha....i just finished watching America's next top model cycle 7... haha.... i'm hooked to it!

I'm trying to compose songs nowadays... just for my own entertainment and liking... haha... kills time and allows me to express my feelings.... went to JP just now to submit the form for the singing competition.. haha... coolness! i may not even get pass the audition round but what the heck! without failure how are u going to improve right.... so many singers, models auditioned so many times for their respective careers but failed... but all they needed is someone who sees something in them, and that's what makes them.... haha...

2009-01-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

Today sweetie and i quarreled for like awhile and then it was resolved! haha... really fast... and then he gave me a couple of "zuan zuan" haha.... which means he carried me and turn me around a couple of times... i just love that... never fails to make me smile... hehe... today went for singing class and we got back Anthony png (fang zhong hua) lao shi.... i like the way he teaches.... i really understand and it's boosts my confidence... veron is good too with the way she explains... haha... fang lao shi said one thing today that really was so important is that "when u're scared, that's when more over u cannot be nervous, or even show it".... nerves really kills..... when i'm nervous when i sing, i sound like a monkey! haha... seriously.... i'm going to sing "shi lian wu jui" for the singing competition i'm joining... haha.... k, i'm off to watch America's next top model!

2009-01-05T18:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i really wonder how do i improve in my singing... haiz... somehow when people tell it it's good, it's just always not good enough... i have to find out what the hell's wrong with it.... i love singing and as most of u know, when i love doing something i want to be the best at it... but i'm just not good enough... i guess it's probably the expression and the low notes..... merely being able to reach the high notes is not enough... argh.... mary seah! how??? haiz.... anyways, back to practicing....

2009-01-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

Fuck You Right back - Frankie

ok.... this is quite a crude song but it's seriously really nice... haha.... and the things in this song really can be related to reality.... haha... enjoy=)

2009-01-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

Title:Still believe in love

Nice song, twilight has nice songs....

2009-01-05T02:39:00.000-08:00

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Happened to come across this song.... really nice song.... almost lover from the soundtrack of twilight.... this singer is so beautiful and her voice is is really captivating... her facial features are so nice... i esp love her lips and eyes.... I WANNA WATCH BEDTIME STORIES! haha.... and i'm longing for a chocolate fondue!! when i get better i'm going to eat it!!

2009-01-05T00:58:00.000-08:00

HAHA! i just got home... went with sweetie to jp.... dam, my stomach hurts so bad and i'm not feeling well today.... felt so bad when i saw sweetie feel bad himself cause i wasnt able to eat anything.... haiz.... as usual, we overslept on the bus... haah... then we had to use newspaper to cover our heads cause it was raining heavily... and i finally got my wish!!!!!! i had a kiss in the rain! OMG! so romantic la.... and he bought a blue rose for me.... hehe... so happy... singing is such an important part of my life and i've been quite busy with classes and recent competitions... sweetie seems to be quite affected and upset about it... haiz.... i know because of that i may not be able to spend as much with him as last time but that's my passion.... but he supports me and still helps with by listening day in day out to my singing and telling me where i can improve on... so that's good! but i'm still sorry that i'll probably be more caught up with my singing stuff nowadays.... i love the monkey sweetie and i have.... hehe... it's probably a little skinny but it's still adorable... mine's called seesee and he's is called dodo.... the names came from the phrase "monkey SEE monkey DO" haha..... call this act cute of whatever i dont care.... actually sweetie and i do act cute alot of times in front of each other but it's always so funny... hehe.... i'm a happy and sick person today... but tomorrow will be a better day!

OH YA! sweetie clinton and i almost went to bukit timah hill a few days ago! but i refused in the end cause there was a snake there! and as most of u know, i cant stand snakes! hahah... so we ended up going courts and eating chicky rice... haha.... clinton's a very funny person.... andy and i always like going out with him.... haha.... and syafiq too! he's really a nice guy... actually they're all nice people to hang out with...

thank you so much for yesterday.... i understand everything now......i dont blame u anymore....

2009-01-05T00:56:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!

那首歌 - Yoga 林宥嘉

2009-01-05T00:49:00.000-08:00

有多久没见你以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长回头就看到你

过去让它过去来不及
从头喜欢你白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气拥抱的权利
好让你明白我心动的痕迹

总是想再见你还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆

黃靖倫;+林曉培+-+心動.mp3 -

Nice song... i've to sing this song for my class tomorrow.... just finished learning it!

2009-01-04T19:42:00.000-08:00

i've decided.... i want to do business or people relations or hospitality.... depends on my results.... my first choice would probably be hospitality then business then PR.... haha... call me money face if u want but seriously, i want to earn as much as i can..... money cant buy happiness but it can buy some types of happiness.....

i'm addicted to hong kong drama series.... hong kong guys are hot! seriously, they just have this factor in them that makes them so charming! and hong kong girls too! haha... but what is looks when u dont have the right character.... in my opinion, andy has the right character, well, almost... hehe....

2009-01-04T18:17:00.000-08:00

Well, all's resolved....

I'm getting my results soon!! omg... i'm so fcking nervous la.... i wanna go to poly but there are 2 polys that i never want to get into.... shall not state it here... haha... sweetie says if i cant get into poly he wants me to go to the same course with him so that he can take care of me... hehe.... so sweet of him... today is his first day of school officially.... haiz.... i want to go JB again with sweetie.. hehe... the last time i went a couple of week ago was like so fun.... he wants to take me to genting for holiday! haha.... cause i refuse to take a plane so he decided genting.... no plane needed! just a bus... come to think of it, sweetie has been really patient with me lo... knowing me, i'm ridiculously ridiculous most of the time and demanding and childish and given my current condition, he still stays by my side and takes care of me... i'm going to throw all the past way behind me... i have such a great guy here why the hell was i still looking back... i must have been crazy.... i love the way he always tells me he loves me suddenly and how he hugs me still i feel every single bone in my body is going to break... i love the way he tries to irritate... i love the way he cares for me and is sometimes even more worried than i am about myself... i love the way he tries to act cool, i love the way he loves me! hehe... i should start complimenting him before his head starts getting bigger... hehe... oh! sweetie says he wants to get married with me!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHE!! not now la.. in the future... but i'm so happy!! hehe.... love him la!

2009-01-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

HEHE! hello! after so long i'm back with a happy post again... everything has been settled.... i actually find sophia understanding and sensible.... so screw all those misunderstandings la... haha... andy's may have made me angry and all those quarrels but he makes me so happy... hehe.... i love this boy so much.... ah ya, we have just entered our eighth month!! YAY!!! christmas and new year was great spending it with him and my family.... all the most important people to me.... i wanna grow old with ANDY TAN YONG HAO.. hehe.....

2008-12-08T06:38:00.000-08:00

I LOVE ANDY TAN YONG HAO... It's always nice to let the person u love know how much u love him...

2008-12-06T06:39:00.000-08:00

hehe! i just started working at sentosa.... it was not bad la.... quite fun... hehe..... benjamin is my colleague now... after that i went for anthony png's singing class... so cool! he's a nice guy....

and then andy and i have passed our 7th month!!! yay!!!!!! he gave me this really nice photo frame with a combination of our pictures.... so sweet of him!!!nice right??

2008-12-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH SWEETIE!!

haha.... these pictures are all so cute! the one with the bright background and andy and i doing that funny mouth is us trying to imitate the way leon smiles!! hehe... leon's gonna kill me when he sees this.... haha....then it's my mum and i at the ICA today to finish up with the PR thing... i'm a PR now ok! dont play play... haha... and i can work!! the other pics is of andy and i.... i cut my hair short! noticed?? haha... just kidding.... i just hid the rest of the hair behind my shirt... hahah...

oh, andy and i went to sentosa for interview today... haha... it was fun! i think working can be quite hard but at least i will be earning my own money and no one can say that i'm just some kid who gets all of her money by just reaching her hand out... i'm working for it now ok!

Andy has been coming to my house for dinner with my family quite often and my mum and sis likes him.... yay.... haha.... oh... and the kids too.... i'm like so jealous! haha... my dad's also accepted him... that's just so so so so great! hehe.... my life is amazing....

2008-12-01T06:04:00.003-08:00

WAH! leon say i never post when i lose to him at pool leh.. so i post loh! i lost to him one time only ok!!!!!! haha...............i'm so tired la after today.... haiz.....

2008-11-30T07:14:00.000-08:00

I MISS ANDY TAN YONG HAO!!! haha

i just feel like typing that out... it's like 7 months have passed since i was with him and the feeling is still the same, only stronger.... now, who says i cant keep a relationship standing uh! hehe.... i love this silly guy.... hehe.... i dont want anyone else but him.... we quarrel, we fight but we still hold on to this love.... hehe.... i know all this is cheesy but it's how i feel.... i'm just so overwhelmed with love in me.... haha... never felt this way before... it's like there's such a bright hope for the future.... i'm so happy....

and i want to thank xueting for all the encouragement! such a wonderful friend... seriously.... haha...

i love my life... woohoo! i'm a happy fat girl....

2008-11-28T05:58:00.001-08:00

HELLOOOOO!! great... i got the stupid samsung phone fixed! FINALLY! haha... anyways, i watched 4 christmases..... what a nice show... got a little bit draggy but it was kinda good... the story line was sweet... i do want to get married and have kids... i mean, yea, it's a little young to think about this but when u've found someone u want to spend the rest of your life with, wont u naturally think of it too?? haha.... i just love andy....today xueting asked me, "so the two of u forever le hor??" and it really struck me.... ahaha...

christmas is coming!!!! YEAH! so exciting.... all those christmas songs... the feeling of christmas just makes me happy....

i dont understand why people have the mind set that poly is for people who are not smart or cant get into a jc... so some it's true but i really feel that poly is just as good or maybe even better... u get to concentrate on what u want to do in the future and seriously think that people who aim for a poly course know what they want in the future already.... haiz.... why cant stereotype thinkings just stop!

2008-11-24T06:02:00.001-08:00

Haiz... i've been in such a bad mood the past few day but i'm over it now... just seems like a huge burden off my chest... for so long i've been carrying this burden and now, it's off... haha... so i'm really so thankful to God... honestly....

haha... anyway, i just finished watching that 9olock show... i think it's called by my side... such a touching show... maybe there is really such strong love... selfless giving, forgiving....

i have been blessed in so many ways and really i've got to learn to be more thankful... and one thing that will remain is that i'm going to be the girl that i am... no matter what people say...that's cause i know i'm not doing anything wrong... i just love being who i am.... i may not be that pretty or smart but i'm comfortable in my own skin and that's all that matters.... yup! there are people who sincerely want the best for u while there are some who just are out to screw people's life.... haha... but who seriously cares about those second type of people.... but still, like my mum said, we are all sinners and God still forgave us...so we have to TRY to do the same.... note the word TRY! haha...

i'm happy.... lalalalalalalalala.....

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.Love never fails.And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

2008-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

Haha... i may be one of the suckiest people when it comes to relationships... but mine is still keeping strong!! yay... random... but i just feel so thankful... seriously.... I LOVE ANDY TAN TONG HAOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

i love the time we sing songs together, i love the times we fall asleep together, i love the times we wake up and start screaming at each other for taking up too much space, i love the times u cooked for me, i love the times we quarrell then tell each other "i love you", i love the times we talk on the phone and end up falling asleep, i love the times u try to make me irritated, i love the times we hold each other so tightly.....

2008-11-18T20:44:00.001-08:00

WOW! it's been forever since i've posted... hmmm.... anyway, graduation and prom has passed and it was all ok.... there are some people i'll really miss and some people i will just remember.... i'll esp miss keiko..... she's just such a good friend... and i'll miss sitting next to jeremy and joking and talking crap with jeff.... i'll miss guowei's cute actions.... i'll miss the way mathias screams and dances around.... haha... actually i'll miss alot of things.... my class was a nice class to be in.... i'll miss all my class mates.... i'll miss volleyball!! but that, i know i'll get more of it... hehe...

playing pool was fun! andy, leon, zaihong, sayhong, zhicong, daniel and i went to play... haha... and i won leon!!!! yeah! it was quite funny the way we were trying to avoid some people.. haha... we just immediately hopped onto the bus when we thought they were coming... haha.... sometimes i really feel so happy cause there are some people who truly care... even by their small actions....

to u: u are such a joke! u say that u were true to me and not close to any girl even after we broke up?? what a bloody liar! and i almost believed u... ur life is a lie... she commented on your friendster even before i was with andy ok... u are seriously such a snake... and the thought of u disgust me... u have any idea how many people dislike u... and u put up that ah beng front and whole day only know how to say fight fight fight.... whatever man! what u've done to me, i'll never forget... i've tried to not hate u but u are just so two headed and heartless that it's seriously quite hard not to... i'm so glad ytd was the last time i'm going to ever see u... to think i loved to so damn bloody much.... but at least u're slowly getting back what u deserve... more people are starting to dislike u and i really hope that whatever u did to me, u'll get back the same some day and know how it feels... i've always been nice to u even after how u treated me but i'm done... everyone has their limits ok!

2008-11-04T05:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH SWEETIE!!

Come to think of it now, this 6 months have been so rocky... knowing that both our characters are so so stubborn... hehe... but we've made it through... and now everything's just so worth it... we've grown so much....and if i had a choice, i would choose to love u all over again...

2008-10-28T16:53:00.000-07:00

He told me the truth finally after 7 plus months of our break up... all my questions were answered last night... no more question marks.... and all the answers were what i wanted to hear... maybe that is why regret's overwhelming me... i hate myself for being so rash... he has been true to me all this while but i chose to believe someone else... that sucks... so it's more like i've let him down... mary! what were u think ah?? seriously....

What could've been just overwhelms me... he didnt like another girl! he didnt get another girl's number at all! he was still true to me... i let him down... argh... too late for regret.... the feeling just sucks.... to know that it has all been misunderstandings... if not, maybe now, my story would have had a totally different plot...

2008-10-27T00:03:00.001-07:00

oh ya.... i was watching this tv commercial yesterday... it was like this race of teenagers with down syndrome... and then this boy fell down and the rest just ran back and helped in... and crossed the finish line hand in hand... it's so comforting to see things like this... shows that there's still good left in this world, despite the people who take joy in others' agony...

I've got to stress that i love America's next top model! they're just so so hot! haha... i would kiss any of them... haha... that's how hot they are alright... Australia's next top model is also not bad... but the americans are more attractive to me... maybe cause they're more mature looking... haha... they have like killer bodies and facial features! gosh... just amazing... honestly, i find caucasians more attractive than asians... although i'm an asian myself, but caucasians just look good... their hair and skin is just great... and i love it that they're just so opened about everything... they're like " alright, i'm a bitch! so what? i'm one and i'm gonna continue being one and showing it to u... i dont care if u even have a problem about it" i know that's mean but i'd rather be friends with someone who's true, honest and straight forward rather than some who doesnt like u but doesnt show it.... it's just less suspicion....

Andy looks so cute when he was a baby! what happen?! haha... kidding... just as cute now... here are some pics of him... so cute... hehe...

2008-10-26T23:59:00.001-07:00

Woah... i was studying.. yes, the word is studying! haha...

2008-10-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

ok... i know... not very glamorous pictures... my face looks distorted in each picture... but it's so fun taking this kind of pictures....hehe!

it kinda dawned upon me today that andy and i are reaching half a year in like a very short while's time... it's like my longest relationship and i'm really so happy! he just seems like 'the one'... i know... that sounds cheesy... but it's so true... i'm just so glad we're proving to ourselves and others that we can do it... it was never an easy road... so many heartaches... yet, we understand each other so much more... and i really thank God so much for him... like andy said, our relationship is BUILT TO LAST! yeah man! haha... while i'm getting to know him more and more, i'm starting to love him more and more as well... it's really so comforting waking up each morning knowing there's someone out there u love so much and loves u back... it just feels so good being by his side...

there were so many times that the both of us just wanted to slap each other in the face or pinch the hell out of the other person... and sometimes we actually did that... but after that, we always return into each other's arms where comfort is always found... hehe...i must be the luckiest girl on earth!

And it's really so important to learn to forgive... if we didnt know how to forgive, andy and i will never be here today... we've done so many things to hurt each other and said things that were so mean... but how could we grow stronger without trials right... hehe... i'm slowly learning to give in more... i really need to do that... like i promised myself, history aint gonna repeat itself... andy has definately been so much more patient with me... and he really has given in so much to me... where to find a guy like him right... hehe... i'm happy!!

i'm not saying that there wont be any problems in the future... i'm sure there'll be more to come... and i'll start crying and whining again... but there are no problems how are we suppose to grow stronger right?? hehe... so bring it on! i'm not scared!! ok... maybe i am... but we'll pull through it together! right sweetie?? hehe....

2008-10-26T02:13:00.001-07:00

hello! went with andy to church today... and they when andy sent me home, apparently, he bumped into my dad... when i went home, i was like freaking out about what my dad will say cause's he's never mentioned accepting andy as my boyfriend and i was so scared he would freak out and scold me but instead he said " he see me why never call me ah" hehe.... at least that's a good start... and yesterday my dad was asking about him and his family... so at least he's interested.... my mum, sis and sister in law seem to like andy... and that's a great thing... haha.... oh, and so does samuel and chloe... those two kids likes him alot... haha....

anyways, my dad was talking to me just now about relationships and he said that in a relationship, things never get more beautiful, it only get more challenging... what's beautiful is that even after knowing more and more of that person's flaws, the both of u are still in love... aw... isnt that just sweet! really makes sense... haha... if someone cant except your flaws, that person just doesnt deserve to be loved by u! yeah... and i was reading the papers about women who stuck with they huddy even after getting cheating by them... i just admire them so much... it much have been really hard on them... but they stuck with their husbands even after their husbands slept with other women or even prostitutes or strippers!... just amazing... my hats off to them....

i wanted to post some pictures today... but i'm lazy to to transfer it to my com so i'll just post it later.... this is a really nice song... andy made a video with this song for me... hehe... so sweet right... built to last, by melee....

2008-10-24T20:21:00.001-07:00

Hey people! i'm back! as a much happier person actually.....

first, about o levels paper... chemistry was surprisingly manageable... geography paper was alright, quite good actually.... english was ok... could have been better is so many things didnt happen at that point... math was probably the worst... i couldnt finish! haiz..... oh well, at least there's still paper 2 to save my ass...

then andy, hmmm... i've got to say things got better... he's treating me quite well, it's just that all those hurts have been done, and i'm someone who'll always remember... i forgive but i never forget... it's hard to... but i'm trying... sometimes i just keep asking myself what have i done to deserve this.... haiz... but it's all the past now... he's back... and he's honestly treating we well... that, i'm really thankful....

i went to guo wei to eat subway ytd... haha... we were like crapping and talking... and it was fun... it's been long since it's like this between us... let bygones be bygones... and i think that's what friends are suppose to be like, we forgive each other when we make a mistake and help that person to move on... and not condemning the faults of the person.... that's what friends are for... staying by that person's side... yes, we may be really mad... but after some dao-ing, complaining, attitude....we're still back to who we are as friends... u may not forget what that person has done to u but forgiving is very important... God first forgave us when we were sinners... so what give us the rights to condemn a fellow sinner and not forgive that person for his mistakes? it may take awhile to forgive, but trying is the best stepping stone... this, andy and i both agree...

Both of us are really hot tempered people! when we're angry we just scream, scold and show attitude... but after all is said and done, we forgive... we may hate each other for that few minutes, but after that, love conquers all... like i said, forgive and forget is really not easy at all! for me, i forgive but i never forget... which is something i've got to work on... but honestly, i really dont think it's really important to forget, because, from each experience, we learn something, and by forgetting it's as good as not learning anything right... haha...

We're all still young and we've got so much more to learn... i've made some mistakes and choices which i'll regret for the rest of my life... but i learn from it and tell myself i'm not going to make the same mistakes again... but obviously, i still do at times, but it's lesser...

One thing i think that a person should NEVER do is to make fun of someone else's sexuality and religion... i personally think that a person's sexuality is only to be judged by God and himself... no one else.. we never know when that person is going through... regardless if that person is a homosexual, trans-sexual, bi-sexual or plain straight.... that person may be going through a hard time and we'll never know... do not criticize someone before knowing the full story... no one wants to be a homosexual and be out casted by other people... that person did not go "oh i shall be homosexual cause i feel like it!" ..but i myself have not too much idea about that too actually... maybe some people do but i know majority of them dont...

and religion... very sensitive issue here... no one, even u yourself, do not have the right to judge religion or God... regardless if u're a christian, Buddhist, taoist, muslim, hindu or any other religion, no one should criticize... i've been brought up as a christian my whole life and i believe in it... although sometimes, i lack the faith... and i've not a very good testimony at all to people around me... but that aside, i never knew anything about other religions till i met andy... he told me about his religion and i've learned to respect every religion cause i realised that all religions teach about things that are a little similar and that is to be a better person and be a blessing to people around u... and no religion would ever teach u to be a bad person... although i dont really understand everything, but andy and i have this mutual respect that we allow each other to talk about our religion to each other and we listen... i think that's just so important when u're in a relationship with someone of a different religion... that way, we understand each other so much better....

haha... so here's the end of my long long post! tata~~~~~

2008-10-23T06:51:00.001-07:00

TO XUETING BAOBEIII!!!

THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN... MESSAGE ME FROM CHINA.... HEHE... I'M OK LE.... THINGS BETWEEN ANDY AND I ARE STARTING TO WORK OUT AGAIN.... HE'S REALLY NICE TO ME AGAIN... HEHE.... COME BACK SOON K..... LOVE YOU!