



Sometimes, i dont understand why it took me so long to change... haha... always had that stupid mindset of "i'm not going to change my mind set for me... do if u dont like it then too bad... u can break up with me!".... if i didnt have this stupid mindset, i probably wouldnt have the past few relationship fail.... but at least now isnt too late.... haha... i've decided that both sides need to change for the better of the relationship... and we're happy as ever with each other now.... giving in is so important.... i always remember what my dad told me, "by bringing two people together to build up a lasting relationship, and love each other's differences and make it work.... now, that's what makes a relationship and marriage so beautiful" this sentence really dawned upon me... my dad's words are really useful to me.... i know very clearly now that i want to be with andy tan yong hao... and whatever it takes, i will love him and make this relationship work.... he's trying hard and now, i'm trying hard too.... i'm so glad i've chosen to share my life with him... things cant get any better.... he's amazing to me... i'm looking forward to so many things with him.... like waking up with him by my side more often, eventually, in the future getting married and having kids with this amazing guy... haha... i dont care what u all say about too young, this is my goal, so i dont give a damn about what u guys say... except if u are my family, close friend or someone special to me la... duh! he's my sweetie and will always be... although we dont go out as often as last time anymore cause of his school and my singing commitments, but it's true that distance brings the heart closer.... and quarreling makes us understand each other so much more.... and know how much we need each other... i use to have doubts if i really made the right choice, but now i know it's right.... quarrels and disagreements dont matter cause at the end of the day, we'll still end it with "I LOVE YOU SWEETIE"...
Sweetie, i'll be your ears when u need someone to listen to u, i'll be your eyes when u cant seem to see through a matter, i'll be your strength when u're too tired.... thanks for all the things u've done and sacrificed for me.... i love you....