I was just sitting down and i started to think about my past yrs.... haha.... some parts were really hilarious.... i think i've changed alot as a people... in good and bad ways... good ways is that i've become stronger and more confident and bad ways in that i've become too straight forward and critical... but i guess my growing process from 12 to 16 yrs old has been quite a journey... i've been through some stuff that some girls wouldnt have gone through.... but it was made me stronger as a person.... i was hated, i hated, i was backstabbed, i backstabbed..... but as i grew i guess i learned how to put those stuff behind me... some i'm still learning to let go, while some i've already let go of... One this i've learned is that u can never show anyone ur soft spots or weaknesses, because that person will used it against u one day.. secrets are meant to be secrets, so never tell or show them to anyone... i think it's actually fine to criticize someone, just as long as what u're saying is the truth and not from a 3rd person's perspective.... haha....i just finished watching America's next top model cycle 7... haha.... i'm hooked to it!
I'm trying to compose songs nowadays... just for my own entertainment and liking... haha... kills time and allows me to express my feelings.... went to JP just now to submit the form for the singing competition.. haha... coolness! i may not even get pass the audition round but what the heck! without failure how are u going to improve right.... so many singers, models auditioned so many times for their respective careers but failed... but all they needed is someone who sees something in them, and that's what makes them.... haha...