In life, somehow, it seems that nothing lasts forever... friendships that seems so strong just goes down the drain.... i used to believe that true friends will be here to stay but now i realise that for some of them, they just end up walking away after finding someone else...
i was talking to keiko yesterday and there are some things that she made me realize about my other friend... actually our other friend.... the 3 of us used to be so close but now, keiko and i have drawn apart with him... why?? isit because of new friends he made? i really dont know... but i'm just hurt when i saw another message his friend sent him... haiz... oh well.... nothing lasts forever... somehow, it seems that keiko and i are now pulling away from him... which is sad... cause this was a friendship i really treasured alot... it feels almost like a break up.... haiz...
anyway, i havent been blogging a long post for ages...o levels is coming.... and i'm STUDYING! yes... like i was just doing math.. haha... cool... i've already told myself that no matter what happens in my relationship, i'm not going to let it affect my life...
dont get me wrong, i have a good boyfriend... but sometimes, we're just so different.... i guess we will have to overcome all these... but this is not the time to do it... i'm actually quite frustrated already... so, aiya, we'll see....
but at least this relationship was not as shaky as the one with eugene... i'm still quite happy with andy.. we have alot of fun... we always play 'ji ko pa' on the bus, so exciting! haha....
sometimes, in life, we just have to look at the good side of everything cause if we choose to look at the bad side, we'll be miserable! so here are some great things in my life!
>>andy's here to brighten up my day..
>> keiko's always here to share her thoughts and lend a listening ear...
>> jeremy's always able to hear my out and give me advices...
>> i have wonderful and understanding teachers! esp, miss tan wen yi....
>> i have a family...
>> i have a really cute niece and nephew who cheer me up...
>> my classmates are just rockin'
>> i can play volleyball!
>>my volleyball teammates are not only my teammates, but my good friends!
see, i have a good life when i look at the good part!