TODAY benjamin asked me did weilun and i kiss! WHAT THE FCK! hell no la... dont know what even gave him the idea man! i vividly remember i wasnt even close to kissing weilun...weilun's a nice guy but it just ends there la...no hanky panky...haha... so funny... wait till andy and keiko hear this, they're going to laugh their asses off.... hehe...

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! Andy's grand father told him to bring me along for the family thing next time... ah!!! no no no no... it's seriously a scary experience man... i still remember the last time i went for the bbq... there were like at least 20 people there... but honestly, his grandfather and grandmother are very nice and friendly... i felt more at ease when i was talking to them... 

Only at times when u are in trouble only can u tell who your real friends are... haiz... mathias probably learnt it on friday.. but no worries! better late than never right mathias! 

Oh no oh no, hand itchy... i want to play pool!! NOW! haiz i should stop dreaming... i'm hungry but lazy to go out and buy food... my life is so uninteresting...is there even such a word?? oh btw,

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANHUI!!

3:11 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

I think i'm going crazy.... i have no idea why.... and it only happens when i'm with andy or alone... yup, point proven mary, u're crazy... i think there's a loose screw some where in my head.... HAHAHA! see, told u i'm crazy....haiz....

I love sweets, i eat lots of them...(apparently so does kelvin, he would do anything for it!)

I love hamsters, i have none! i was suppose to have two! and they were suppose to reproduce!

I love ice cream, i dream of it...

I love moon cakes, i crave for it....

I love playing worms in psp, i OWN andy at it....

I love volleyball, i wish i could play it now...

I love jokes, I like telling them...

I love marriages, I want to wear that while gown too!( but just like jeremy,i dont think i ever will)

I love playing pool, i beat andy at it today with a score of 5-1. now that's a cause for celebration!

I love friends, i smile when they're around...

I love dogs, i run away when they are unleashed... what an irony..

I love ballack, i love phelps too...

I Love Andy, the most...

I hate sleeping, those stupid dreams!

I hate blood, those bloody memories!

I hate celery, oh the smell!

I hate hackers, get a life!

I hate people who get on the bus and start scolding people on the bus, what's wrong with them?

I hate people who dont get to get on the bus and scold people on the bus, purely insane!

I hate waking up in the middle of the night, cause i will have to wake andy up too...

I hate third parties, cant u just find someone that's single??

ok, maybe hate is too harsh a word, maybe just dont like...

i seriously, dont hate anything la....

5:33 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

OK! seriously, sometimes we need to really have the feeling of losing something before really treasuring it.... i've personally just gone through it today! yup... in my dreams! seriously... i dreamt that andy cheated on me with 3 other girls whose names i shall not mention and i shall not really say what happened la... but so scary la... it felt so real... i even dreamt that i woke up and thought it was all a dream and then realising it was real!.. haiz... but thank God it's not... and i immediately called andy when i woke up... haha... i was like crying.... cause it felt so dam real... it was then that i realise how important he is to me....

Anyway, andy, leon, sayhong, zaihong, zhicong and i played pool! wah... sayhong can really play la... and obviously i lost to him... actually, they are all very nice people.. not to mention very very funny! we were eating at superdog and then we started telling all sorts of jokes... so funny!!! i was laughing like an idiot! yup... embarrassing... but i dont really care... haha... oh oh... there was one joke that i particularly remember.... that is, how do u make a bike be as fast as a moving train? ans: put the bike on top of the train! hahahahahahaha..... oh... leon and i played parapara!! haha... took a hell long of a time to convince him to go b4 me la... then the rest of the guys were like saying "eh leon, u not boy la!" haha... finally he went b4 me! he can dance leh... seriously... 

I will always remember what u told me that night... thanks sweetie...

8:04 PM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

I'm glad we've finally both gone our separate ways with someone else... so i dont have to always feel guilty... i wish u all the best and treat her well.... may u finally find someone that u'll be happy with for a long time... take care!

woah... today i went to play the sweet thing with andy again and we got 4 jackpots altogether and two whole bags of sweets and chocolates...i'm gonna grow fat... but i dont really care... i'm happy! today was just fun.... but then good things never last....

one of my close aunty, has a cancer relapse and it's the 3rd stage already! why is life just so absurd... so many things have been happening...

6:27 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

Bloody hell! do u have any idea how much i bloody hate u! u ruined so many years of my precious life! and all the things about u are lies! u live in lies yourself! u have no idea what it's like to stay faithful! i've been holding this in me for such a long time i cannot stand it anymore! i'm going to vend it out now! u know how many fucking things i've done for u and how many times i've cried for u! u dont bloody care cause once u get tired u just walk away! like u always do! so many girls have been hurt by u! one day u will get back what u deserve! KARMA! u know how much i love u?? now i hate u twice as much! the way u always find trouble and keep going "want to fight ah! not happy isit" what the hell! does your life only revolve around all those shit and smoking! I HATE U! u're not who u use to be anymore! no more the sentimental, caring, innocent and protective guy u used to be! what happened to u!!!!!! ARGH! but it's none of my business... cause i dont want to care anymore! all those hurt u've caused me only makes me hate u more!!! and dont even try to cause any conflicts with andy! cause he wants to do his n levels and not screw it up by smoking and fighting! he knows what it means to treasure his own life and not screw it up! treasure your own life! dont do something u'll regret... but u wont listen anyway..........

WHY SO SERIOUS?!?

5:51 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

Right there's one of the two baby sylvester!



that's my birthday cake from my classmates!

andy and i went to play this thing where u push the sweets by pilling more sweets.. and then getting alot of sweets and then trying to get a jackpot! and in the end, we won 2 big bags of sweets and two cute baby Sylvester  that both of us each have one now! hehe... some how sylvester is like the two of us, something fierce and sly but nice at times too!! haha... that was like the main this that happened... so now i have 2 big piles of sweet at home waiting to be eaten... 

ohohoh and then we saw this guy who tried to act cool when smoking and almost tripped and fell.. andy laughed like mad!! hahahaha... 

That's andy laughing at the guy!! haha!

WHY SO SERIOUS??

5:45 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

WOW! i havent been blogging for like ages! haha... so i'm back... so much to update on... firstly, i dont understand why eugene went to pull andy's pants down for no reason and then find trouble with him! it was quite hilarious though... the whole canteen was practically watching them... and the range of vulgarities they were able to spurt out was enough to compile them into the dictionary... i'm so proud of andy that he didnt hit eugene back when eugene pushed him! that's what i call a real man! hehe... and in the end, he didnt get into any trouble... so round of applause for andy tan yong hao!  

PHOBIA is so so so so so so so x100000 scary!!! andy and i were like so scared... but obviously i was more scared... i was like shivering... there were like 4 different stories to that show... 

The first one "happiness" was nothing close to the title man! it was about this girl who smsed with a guy who just out of the blue smses her and then they exchanged picture and then the guy sent her the pic that she sent him and then she thought the guy was playing a fool with her and that was when he replied "i'm right there!" ah!!! haha... then was when i started to get scared... and the parts as he made his way towards her and suddenly, "BAM!" he appeared right infront of her face and she fell down the building....  

Second, "Tit for Tat" about this group of gangsters who bullied and tortured with boy after he cause them to be expelled from the school for possessing weed... so the boy used black magic on them that whoever saw this particular page of this book will die and in the end, the last girl digged out her eye balls so that she couldnt see it and wouldnt die! EW~~~ this is definitely the most disgusting one of all four it was like blood and bodies in every part... yuck! 

Third, "In the middle" haha.. the title would make u think that the person in the middle would die.. but noooooo.... they did try to make u think so with the conversations.... there are 4 guys who went camping and talked to each other about ghost and they were all scared so the all wanted to sleep in the middle... then one guy called "Aye" said, if i die, i'll come back and haunt the person who sleeps in the middle! haha... they just all laughed it off... and then they went canoeing in the morning and then the boat capsized and then three guys could find the last one Aye after he went to save one of them... and then they were all scared at night when they were sleeping as they remembered what aye said, so they didnt dare sleep in the middle so they ended up sleeping in a triangle shape... then TADA! Aye returned... but he seemed alive.... and then the 3 guys were still scared and said that some ghost dont know they're dead yet.. so they try to convince aye that he's dead as they saw his body.. but in the end, they realised that they were actually all dead!! as they saw their own body too!!! what a twist.. i definitely didnt see that coming... this story was horror & comedy... great mix!

Forth... " Last fright" OMG!!!! this was the scariest.... the princess's face even before she became a ghost was bad enough!!! it just keeps running in my mind... so freaky...seriously! it's about this princess who seek revenged on this air stewardess who had an affair on her husband... first the air stewardess had to attend to her on the private flight to some where and suddenly as they were about to land the princess fell terribly sick and was brought to the hospital... then she died and then the air stewardess had to fly back with the corpse to her country alone with the captain... and then.......... that's when the ghost princess took her time to torment her and then kill her... seriously, the process is freaky! but the air stewardess deserved it la... who ask her have affair with other people's husband and still the princess husband... haha.... find your own man! this show reminded me of when i got two timed! argh... i guess i was too nice last time to just let him off like that!

Overall, it was a great show and all of u should watch it... yeah yeah yeah! i promise that u will surely at least jump out of your seat once! enjoy!

Oh ya... i really thank those people who celebrated my birthday with me! Andy, keiko, albert, guowei, mathias, chang wen, teoteo, kaina, zach, sara, beatrice, denise, glenice, fanwei, jeremy, weizheng, clinston, justin, kelvin, yvonne, kahyan, jeff, miss tan wen yi, joshua for just being there to celebrate with me or buying a gift and bday cake for me... thank u all so much! for those i missed out, i'm sorry... my memory really sucks but thank you so much too! and for those who smsed me too! thank u so much! great birthday! 

Andy- thank u for the Nydc meal which caused u a bomb! hehe.... and going with me to ktv and making the whole birthday so wonderful!! i love u sweetie!

Keiko and albert- Thank u two for spending my birthday with me and andy at ktv!! had so much fun!! 

Keiko and guowei- I love u two so much!! for planning my birthday celebration for me!! thanks so much for going to get the gift and cake!!! 

WHY SO SERIOUS??

7:43 PM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

IF U GAVE ME ONE CHANCE TO TELL U HOW I WAS FEELING, I SING TO U AND TELL U I WONT LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT U, IF U GAVE ME ONE CHANCE TO TELL U ONE CHANCE TO TELL U HOW I WAS FEELING I WOULD HOLD YOU HANDS AND U KNOW I'LL NEVER I'LL NEVER LET U GO...

haiz... today jeremy told me something so encouraging, he told me "God allowed it to happen, so everything's going to be ok..." really, i felt so much comforted... at least i know God's watching me no matter what i can still turn to him...

anyway, on saturday i went with andy, keiko and albert to ktv party world and we sang... it was like for my birthday... i had a great time... thanks so much guys! i'm really glad they took the time out with spend it with me... and also andy for spending lots of money on the NYDC meal as a treat to me... thank u so much sweetie... guowei couldnt make it... but it's ok! i'm glad that he wished me an early happy birthday... haha...

sweetie, i hope u understand that love takes time, but we'll stick together... no matter what... thanks for all the wonderful moments... i'm sure there's more to come... i love you...

WHY SO SERIOUS??

6:36 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D

SWEETIE! I LOVE U... ALL THOSE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED HAS MADE US CLOSER AND STRONGER... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVE AND PROTECTION....

WHY SO SERIOUS?

7:38 AM

WHY?
volleyball! :D