sometimes i think i dont really know what i'm thinking... i'm seriously in love with the joker that heath ledger acted as... but it's too late now.... he's dead... no more movies of him.... why why why!
i'm stuck at home and really bored now... i dont understand sometimes why people make promises they cant fulfill! but i'm like that too.... i've done that before... sometimes i feel like the one thing i regret the most is being with eugene while sometimes i feel that the one thing that has ever made me really happy was being with eugene... so what the hell am i thinking man!
some emotions are just so hard to express! but there's one line i've learnt to say... and that is from the joker, "why so serious?"... which actually makes sense! why does everything have to be taken so seriously.... doesnt mean if u take it seriously mean it's gonna work out right... like i was dam serious about eug but what happened in the end???? everything just turned out to be outright bullshit!
Why does eug have to do thing now that i'm sure he knows is not good for him...is he really like that by nature?? i dont think so! sometimes it's just so frustrating to see someone u care for just go the wrong way.... but it's his life... he's still a friend to me....
aiya... i was just vending out my anger that's all... just really moody now la... maybe cause i just woke up... haha... i'm feeling better now...
WHY SO SERIOUS?