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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i seriously have no idea have to describe today... the beginning of the day was quite good although i have no idea why andy decided to show me some attitude... after school guowei changwen and i went to settlers... it was fun... we played only two games but it was nice... but that numbers games was like so confusing!!! i'm never good with numbers... but at least it was more fun than math... oh talking about math, mr david chan is so nice! he gave us a pen with words saying "an ordinary pen for u to write extraordinary stuff... good luck for your o levels!" so good right??!?! anyways, after settlers, andy called me and told me to go back to school cause he CUT HIS HAND! i was so dam worried! when i heard that i immediately just ran... all that was on my mind was to see if he was ok... when i got to the main road i was breathless so decided to take a cab... some bad stuff happened which i dont want to elaborate on.... and i went for night focus... it was quite fun... mathias lost his voice and everyone was like asking him to talk... haha.. but he's a nice guy... seriously... and then nothing much happened la...

i wish things could have gone back to how they were last time... i really miss those times of laughter... i really miss all those times... but why are things turning out like this... somehow i just feel like things u said to me u didnt mean them... everytime u promise me something i have high hopes for it... but yet, the disappointment gets greater each time... am i suppose to bare with it until it finally gets better? i always tell myself to give u time and u will fulfill your promise but then, nothing's happened yet... sometimes i really wonder is it that the problem lies with me... i was really hurt yesterday and today... words cant describe how i actually felt... trying to put up a strong front in front of everyone really sucks... and esp you.... knowing that even if i cry, it's not going to change anything... i hate lying to myself... i really wished sometimes u would understand the pain... but i know u never will... i know u're trying, but still, it's not working... there are times i really feel so alone.... cause even when i tell u something, it's not going to be resolved but instead u will just say "let's not talk about it anymore k" when i tell u i want u too solve it with me and not just drop the matter... each word u say like "you're the person i love so much" or "you're such a important person to me" and those messages that i saved only hurts more now when i read through them... trying to convince my self that u meant every single thing but actions speak louder than words... and u told me by 1th august, everything will be much better... and u will make me happier, but today's the 30th of july, yet, things are getting worst.... why? u know i hate it when people say things that they cant fulfill! i just dont know what to do now... u've hurt me....

WHY SO SERIOUS?

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6:59 AM

WHY?
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